The guy I like so much. Is going out with her. What is wrong with me.? Oh help me god. My mind wanders when Im with him. My body heat gets higher. I tremble at his touch. Laugh and think about how great this boy is. Why cant he be mine? This was no accident. This was a chain of events. To take me to the hospital. "Cant take the kid from the fight, take the fight from the kid." What does she have that I dont. Beauty? Is that it? Or is it glamour for her own look? Intellegence? I have more than her. I know that. Sit back sit back relax relapse. Ugh. Panic! At the Disco helps me cope :) How effin great is that. Fuck boys. Fuck girls. Fuck people. Fuck love...