sex and the city depresses me. i would like to have a man. not even really a boyfriend, just a lover. HA. i have problems. and angst in my pants. that sounds so trashy, but it is a song, i swear. anyway- i hate when people think i am bad. i am not bad, damnit i'm good. don't make me feel guilty for letting go once in a long while. school starts soon. it is probably for the best because i am restless and need to be constantly occupied again. the internet has begun to bore me. i need to find new and exciting websites to entertain myself with. or maddox should update. ha my life is boring. my nose hurts. probably from all the blow.