It’s not that I don’t have the courage to talk to you about this. I just want you to actually hear me out. I am dependant of you. I don’t mean to me. I didn’t plan it. I fought it at the beginning. But then I just became use to it. And I guess I didn’t really see it until now. And you know. Maybe you should come up here this quarter by yourself, without me. Because I seem to be the reason for everything. I’m the reason you don’t have money, I’m the reason you don’t study…..I’d just rather you be unhappy because I’m not up here..then you be unhappy because I’m up here and making it harder on you. You said that if I didn’t come up here then I would just be proving everyone right. You’re wrong. The only people who are doubting me…the only reason I know them is because of you. My family and my friends….no matter how unsupporting they can be…they’re still going to love me. They aren’t going to judge me….I’m starting to think that you would just be better off without me….at all.…whenever I asked you if it was a good idea that I should just stay home this quarter….you said “I’m still not going to do well, and you’re just going to prove them right”…you didn’t say that you needed me…you didn’t say anything of that sort. I love you. I’m in love with you….and I always will be….but the question is….are you? Whenever I tell you I love you, I mean it with everything that I am. When you say it….its just like an automatic response….I think you just need to sit and really think about it.