i just dont know right now. everything with my grandma is just... so.... idk things are just getting worse and worse with her. and the only people that want to help her is my mom and dad. its quite sad. oh and family that lives 5 hours away. my 16 year old cousin is a repeat of her mom. she is ugh. why would you go home drunk and stuff with a black guy at 2 am, to make your grandma get even worse? yeah treat the person who took care of you almsot your entire life.. like shit.. i dont know... tomorrow my parents are going to the doctor with her, and talking to the doctor about stuff, things are just getting bad now. her memory is just terrible. how can you stand livnig like that. its just so sad to see. its like when you talk to her, you are talking to a wall or something. half the time she wont answer you or somethin.. its just, sad... i love her. the first step is to get my cousin away from my grandma. second step get my grandma into a home where she can get assistance and someone to make sure she takes her meds, seeming she takes half of what shes supposed to, so now wonder shes a mess. her liver disease is bad. her memory is worse. her depression could be even worse. my aunt that lives 5 hours away, is going to look into a home out there for her, it would be best for my grandma to get away from my cousin and aunt, two people who are making it worse for her living in that house. and that dog she cant handle, its way too hyper for her. and its just a puppy at the most 3 months old. matty, now this is part of whats wrong with me, but just a little part of me... only other person i ever worried about healthwise was my brother at the beginning of the month, but hes been fine ever since then. and my om told my aunt that once my grandma dies, she sees that the only people on my dads side we would still probably talk to sometimes, is her. the rest are SHIT. my mom hates how the people are on my dads side of the family. how are you not going to help your mom (my grandma) when she needs it the most? ugh. im sorry... im done now...