so things with my grandma arent looking to good. we have to watch her with her meds, to make sure shes taking them when shes supposed to. and everything. her doctor also wants her in a nursing home along with us. but the question is, when she gets put in, where is my stupid cousin going to live? and what are they going to do with that doggie? her memory is so terrible though. the doctor asked her if she was forgetting things, she said no. then they were ilke dont lie, and i guess she said yeah. then they were like what year is it? and she said 1983. how terrible is that. then they were like no, she was like... 1993? how do you live thinking its 22 years earlier than it actually is? if thats how it was she'd only have 2 grandkids right now. not...10. and stuff.. its just... i dont know, my sister is going down there right nwo to make sure she gets her prescriptions filled, and makes sure she takes them, and makes sure she eats before taking one of them, its sad how she has to be monitored to take her medication other wise she will forget. its quite depressing. im sorry but if i was her i'd be happy to go into a nursing home to get help. would she rather die because she isnt doing what shes supposed to? ugh.. i dont know. tomorrow i am going to iowa with susie though. i'll be back late friday night, if not then saturday after 5 because i work 12-5 saturday. wow. i wont call in sick this time though. okay... yeah