It is what makes me cry. The suffering. Of everyone. You, my friends, your family. Everyone. Everything that has happened to me, I take for granted or I say that is not good enough for me. I am not going to do that anymore. And do you want to know why? I was given another chance. I was given a chance with a beautiful soul. Someone who has the power of brightening my day. The person I speak of has brought hope and love and courage back into my life. I love her. She is more than anything I could have asked for. A dream come true. I thought that I was meant to be alone and watch everyone else have a good time. Then this person came along. Walked into my life and slapped me twice in the face, and said, "Take a minute and open your eyes. See me and see how wonderful this place can be." I am not meant to be alone. I ask God alot if you are made for me. Or if I am made for you. I don't know. But right now, I want you to be happy. I want you to live and love and know what it is like to have both of those. I love you Jenna Hafner. I love you, always. I promise I do. that is the only way to say it. I LOVE YOU!