Dearest Jenna, I love you. I do. I honestly and completely love you. There is nothing that you could do to break us up. Nothing! I am so in love with you that if you wanted i would tear my own shirt off right now if you asked that of me. I love you so much. The reason I am sad. Is nothing that you did. It is the whole annie thing. The whole being strong thing. I had to sit there and watch my mom and my sisters cry over her and I held back. I had to...I was on the verge of tears as well but i couldn't I had to be strong for all of us... Please dont worry about me.. You have enough stuff to worry about. I am just stressed out. Once school starts I will fall into submissal. It will be better then. Trust me. Sometimes suicide comes to mind. I would never do it. I hope... But you know how it is... I know you do you just move on... but i love you very much