yeah, I still love koree, As I said in the last message. I sat right next to her at a play last night and i wanted so bad just to hold her, but I couldn't. I know that we're just going to be friends so I'm doing a little better. I start liking a couple of girls every now and then but I always think of her and stop liking them, so nothing to spectacular in my love life. As for other life, I'm exhausted from working graveyard shift. I only have a week and a half of working left so that I can do things before I leave. And it feels like my friends don't want to do things with me anymore, which is really sad because i miss doing stuff with them. In the music department. I love to write music and i've been in 3 different bands, and i've had 2 cd's our 2nd cd i've put some of the songs up for review, and we just keep getting bad reviews that bash what i've worked so hard for and it makes me want to stop writing music, but I want to be heard. I mean, our song with the best reviews got a 2.8 stars out of 5 and it's just really sad to me to have that happen. I know i can do it, it's just that it's really tough when not even your best friend wants to listen to your stuff, or your mom doesn't want to buy a cd. And then you get only to see what the rest of the world thinks of your songs, and you get nominated for writing "the stupidest song I've ever heard" award. life just isn't going well right now......not even well. Well, I really hope that life is better than this when i get back from my mission in two years. Otherwise it's really not worth it. I'm just not happy anymore, and I can't find happiness anywhere. But i guess i'll keep looking.