Oh my f'n gosh! I can't believe this thing still exists!!!!!!! It baffles my mind! WOE!!! Ok I think thats enough enthusiasm for one day. I just can't believe a remembered my user name and password. Crazy. Well I'm married and living in SLC. I LOVE BEING MARRIED!!!! Daniel is the best husband ever! Well, I'm leaving this now. Bye Bye! Britney Francis Yates

Wow I remember when this website used to be the happanen thing in my day. How times does fly and things get older. Speaking of getting older it was my birthday this week! YAY! I'm 19 now, which is awesome! Today is going to be great! I can feeeeel it! I have mine and jills party and Daniel is coming up from salt lake to see me! Woot!!! I gots myself a puppy and he's amazingly cute! Jill gave it to me. His name is Juno. I love him! Anyway, have a great one everybody who still goes to this website! ~Britney Francis~

So I'm pretty darn happy! I'm glad that Brady went back with his girlfriend. I didn't want him anyway. I like the fact that I'm not so dramatic anymore when it comes to crushes hurting me and choosing someone else. It's very nice! It's like I can handle it really well! It's about time! I think I'm growing up a little!!! YAY!!!! So I'm thinking about going down to SUU with Christa in August and going to school there. I think it will be fun! I'm all sorts of excited about it! We'll I just got done shoveling mine and my neighbors driveways so I'm not really in the mood to type right now, so I'll see ya'll later! Britney Francis

Just as I pradicted, He's back with his girlfriend. I'm not going to cry. Crying is stupid. I've cried over boys doing this to me way to much, so I don't feel like it's worth it to shed anymore. Oh well... These are lyrics from a song. It's how I'm feeling right now. Crossfade- Aleady gone I will not leave a letter nothing at all I’m sure you wont notice that I’m even gone I wont break this silence we’ve shared for so long I will be strong.... I will not leave a letter nothing at all I’m sure you wont notice that I’m even gone why did I stay here stay for so long when we’re so far gone I feel so stupid taking this fall I should have seen it known all along wont break the silence we’ve shared for so long I will be strong What could you possibly want from me cant you see I’m already gone when everything we thought we’d be I still don’t feel sorry for this loss I will not waste a moment thinking these thoughts forgetting comes easy I never cared at all hurt became hate and now I’m feelin’ the strain there’s just too much pain fell into pieces got swept away left all our pictures some to fade wont break this silence we’ve shared for so long I will be strong What could you possibly want from me cant you see I’m already gone everything we thought we'd be I still don’t feel sorry for this loss You don’t have to say anything at all I wont stop you from walking away I’ll do nothing at all Sitting here I waste a day while the memories fade away you know I expected so much more from you... Crossfade- Broken like an angel She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let her feelings grow To tears she'll never show now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her You know he couldn't see That she could be his everything Bringing light to everything now Oh She just wants to Fall in love again She's broken like an angel

Well, that whole almost relationship thing didn't last long haha! We're already losing interest. Fun hu! Well, that's ok, there's a few guys I like and I'm not about to risk my awesome life time for someone who I just met! I went to brads farewell stuff this weekend! It was awesome! I saw lots of people whom I have missed like CRAZY! Brad, Emily, Landen, Moo, Josh, Jerry, and Nate!!! I haven't seen landen since...well...FOREVER! So It was awesome seeing him, I think he was the only one I hadn't seen in forever. So, we played games, ate food, hung out and laughed a ton! Man, I hope we don't lose touch! I love me friends! Anyway, I'm not with it right now. I'm....bleh. I think I got too much sleep this morning. Well, talk to you guys ha-later! Britney Francis

Sigh, ok, so there is this guy I met about 3 weeks ago from this sunday and he is....in a word...AMAZING! Holy crap! I didn't know I could like someone so fast who I have just met! He is so sweet! We act like we're together, but we're not. I guess it's because both of us are bad at break ups and we don't want that haha! I have never met anyone like him! And he's actually NORMAL!!!!! All of the guys I've dated has had some seriouse issues, but this one is actually.....NORMAL!!!!! It's like, gah! I can't even explain it! WOOO! I'm sooo happy! He's pretty much perfect, how great is that! Anyway, I better stop before I start getting to the cheesy side of my feelings! So I work night owls now and I LUB IT! I'm so hyper right now! I hope it stays wilth me throughout work! I need it! And I hope we get done early today! HOLY FREAKING CRAP MY LIFE IS AMAZING RIGHT NOW!!!! GAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!! To tell you the honest to goodness truth, I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY! Ok, so I should go and do stuff of no value what....so...ever! Like check my beloved myspace! Or my other beloved facebook! And check those at least 10 times for no good reason! :D It is great beyond words! OOOO! OOOOOOOOOO! Then I'll go play X-Box! Woot!!! Anyway I'll write more later maybe....Course...I could be lying about that..... Bye bye friends! ~Britney Francis~

I broke up with Bryan today. FIN

Here are some song titles that discribe my life Lonely day - AFI Someday you will be Loved - Death Cab for Cutie Love Hurts - Incubus Don't worry be happy - Bobbie McFarrin Shattered - William Fitzsimmons Covered in Cowardice - Billy Tallent Learning to Fall - Boys like Girls On top of the world - Boys like Girls The complex - Dave Matthews and Blue Man Group The Sleeping Girl - Charlie Chaplin Rapid Hope loss - Dashboard World I Had Known - Collecive Soul The Rage in me - Enya What I've done - Lincin Park Nothing Fails - Madonna Come as you are - Nirvana My Worst Fear - Rascal Flatts Can't Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers My Desire - Jeremy Camp Out of Control - She wants Revenge I don't want to fall in love - She wants Revenge Crying out! - Shindown I do it for you - Bryan Adams Your all I want - Lifehouse Time Stands Still - All American Rejects Honest Mistake - The Bravery Problem of Pain - William Fitzsimmons The Fantacy - 30 Seconds to Mars

My eyes are closing slowly! This night owl shift is killing me!!! But I love it!!! so, life.... i'm supposed to marry bryan in 6 years but i dont want to and...... i dont want to!!! what do i do? i am talking on the phone and typing with one hand, its interesting!!!! anyway, i'm going to go and hang out wid my home dog lauren! loves to all!!! britney francis Ps. my hair is completely different. look for a photo on my facebook

Well, hello there. Wow! Life sucks, but it's good at the same time....I guess... Drama out of highschool! Man! Can you believe it! Just a note kids, the drama doesn't get left behind in highschool right away! Just to warn ya! So...... BRACE YOURSELVES!!!!!! I'm so tired! I didn't get much sleep last night. Bryan and I broke up. So yeah, interesting. Anyway, I'm going to eat sunday dinner with the fam-damily! Britney Francis

My mom left us. She's not coming back. She got sick of us and moved to St. George with my grandma. She's getting a job there. It's my fault. It's always my fault! No matter what I do I always end up messing up! I have never done anything right worth showing for! My get away right now is caffeine. I've already chugged a starbucks double shot espresso and now I'm drinking a pomegranate rockstar in a champagne flute. My next drink of choice is a starbucks vanilla frappachino waiting for me in my upstairs fridge. And I'm not even a fan of coffee!!! I'm not a good person! I won't get what I want because I don't deserve it! My boyfriends worried about me lasting through the night. He wouldn't even hardily let me out of his car! I love Bryan to death, I wouldn't hurt him like that, but I'm afraid I'll break my promise. But I'll try not to. Why am I even here? Why do I matter? All I'm doing in my life is messing it up!!!! I'm no good! I don't even have that many friends anymore! I'm no good! So why should I stay here!?!?!? I see no point or reason! I don't make dents in the world! I just stand on it waiting for something to happen because I'm to damn lazy to pick up a hammer and start working my way through life! I'll never be anything! So what's the point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Britney

Ok, so this thing I'm going to tell you about doesn't really fit the title, but part of it does. I broke up with Landon on the lagoon trip and it actually went really well! I thought it would be horrible, but him and I are taking it really well! I am actually REALLY happy!!!!! It's kind of fun just being a player and not exclusive! I won't get into those details lol, but I am really really happy right now!!!! I love it!!! That's pretty much all I've got to say! Britney Francis

wow! It's been a long time since i've written! Woo!!!!! Well, my life is to complicated to tell you what has been going on, but yeah, I'm gradg-i-tating! WOOOOT!!! I'm so excited!!!! Well, I love you all and I'll see you around! Cheers Britney Fracis

Well, I haven't written in this in a while....no one has actually! So I guess I'm not that out of date...maybe. Well I'm in Dig right now. I still need to take my pictures for "Old things". My favorite subject for photography!!!! YAY! School is sucking, but I'm going to get all A's for the first time EVER!! Landon and I have been arguing a lot lately. I figured out that the reason behind it is because we are both VERY argumentative and hard headed! We NEVER Give up! It sucks, but it's kind of funny. I got a job at the Golden Corral! My first day was yesterday. I watched 4 hours of movies! It was great! *rolls eyes* But my first real day is on saturday/tomorrow. I'm excited!!! Well, I should go. I'll write more later! Much love! ~Britney Francis~

Wow! It's been a LONG TIME!!!! I don't have time to do this often! Oh well........I don't have anything to say...I'm bord....I think I'll change my background and stuff... later!

It's one twenty six in the A M people! I know! I'm pretty tired as of this second right now. I kind of want to go to bed n' stuff, but ya know, sleep is for sucks! And I am not a suck! Have you ever had those wigged out moments when you are so tired that you start to see hallucinations and crap. Well, right now, as I type, a small version of Michael Jackson is running up my computer screen looking for his car keys. It's kind of messed up and creepy, but hey! Who wouldn't want a small version of Michael Jackson running up there computer screen looking for his car keys?!?! I know I wouldn't!!! So, I kind of want Landon right now. He's the shiz. He's pretty darm awesome! That's right! I just said darm! It's the new word that's going around these days. That and Shik! It's Fuzzen nutts!!!! Well, my bed is calling to me and stuff, so I better answer its call and feed it me for the night. Later Britney Francis

Holy mother! The dance was AMAZING!!! I wore such a pretty dress and Landon looked HOTT!!! Wow! He's so good looking! For the date we made pizzas. Landon and I made ours into a tent. Hehe, it was an "in-tents" pizza! *giggle giggle* Then after that I took Landon home and then went to my house to do my hair. I did it all by myself and it was very painful, but SO worth it!!! Then I picked up Niki and Landon and then Peter. My car was COMPLETELY out of gas, so we went to fill it with 5 bucks worth of gas. Everyone was already at my house for dinner, so we had to book it! We finally made it to my house and we were the last ones to show up. At MY house! Haha! But the dinner was awesome! The people in my group were, Emily, Jerry, Kory, Josh, Jessica, Taylor (From MC), Garrick, Breeann, Moo moo, Austin, Peter, Niki, Hal, Jason, Landon and I. So after we ate, we went to the dance. We finally found the place and we took the carriage ride up to the door. It was cute. Landon was cold though. I tried to make him warm. I hope it worked. We went inside and went to the ballroom. The first song Landon and I danced to was a slow song. Hehe! We touched our foreheads together and danced, staring into each others eyes without saying a word. The look between us was conversation enough. When the song was over he kissed me. We did that a lot!!! Then we went to find the rest of our group and they were getting their pictures taken. We paid just in time to get in the group one with them. It was cute! Then Landon and I went and sat down on the chairs cause my feet hurt. Throughout the WHOLE night he was saying such sweet things!!!! He is soooo adorable!!!! They played a song at the dance that Chris Doriouse wrote. It was beautiful. I think it was called make it last forever. Landon and I danced really slowly to that song. The words were exactly what I needed to hear. In my head, as we danced, I asked the Lord, "Is this right?" Then the final words convinced me that it was right. I can't remember them, but I got a really good feeling when I heard them. I wanted to cry. At the end of the song, he leaned in and whispered in my ear, "Forever". I wanted to melt! Emily, Jerry, Landon and I wanted to go and get a drink. So when we went we found really comfy leather seat and a BIG screen TV!!!! We sat there for about 10 minutes and just watched TV! It was GREAT!!!!! Then we danced the last song and I took Peter home. He said that he would take Niki home, so I let him. I then took Landon home and walked him to his door. He was so sweet! He said, "Thank you for taking me. I couldn't ask for a better person to go with! You are so beautiful..." and stuff like that! I loved it!!! I kissed him goodnight and I went in my car and drove home. As I was leaving he was standing at his window with his hand on the pane and just smiled at me and watched me leave until I was out of sight! Sigh!!! I almost fell asleep on the way home, but I'm still living! I almost slept in my dress!! Haha! But I had just enough energy to put on my PJ's, say my prayers and read one verse of scripture. It was one of the best nights of my life! Britney Francis P.S. I'm having a BIG B-day party here at the Richmond City building ball room. I'm going to be 18 and my little sister is going to be 16. It's at 6:30-10:30 p.m.! It will be a semi formal dance and there is going to be free pictures that will be mailed to your homes, A DJ, and LOTS of food and stuff! So come if you want! It's this Friday on the 9th!

I don't even know why I started a new entry. I have nothing to write and I have a headache. I've been finding lately that whenever I start to write something, I just stop because I feel sick and I don't want to do it. I love writing and it makes me sad that I'm never in the mood to do it anymore! I used to write all the time!!!! But now...I guess...I'm just to lazy!!! Hopefully it stops though. I want to write again. Life is amazing!!!! It's to the point where I'm like, "Ok, I'm happier than I have ever been in my entire life!!! So when is the really bad thing that's going to ruin it all going to come?" You know, cause whenever your completely happy, there always has to be something to ruin it! I don't know what, but there's got to be something!!!! I wish nothing would ruin it, but it's how life goes, so I might as well just sit and wait for it to come and take it like a MAN.......woman..... He holds me. He holds me like a little baby and just kisses me on my face and strokes my hair. I love it when he does that. I told him, "You act like you really love me." And he said, "It's because I do!" We laughed. I said, "I know that, but...ya know...you treat me like you love me. No other guy treats me like this. You cherish me! I've never had that." He smiled and kissed me. He said, "You deserve it." I love him! ~Britney Francis~

I told Landon that I couldn't ask him to the dance. (Which is now changed! So I'm going to ask him soon) My mom said that I couldn't afford it, so she said I couldn't go. So I told Landon at the B-ball game on Thursday and he said that we'll find a way. I told him sorry that I couldn't take him. After the game I walked him to his car. He turned it on and a song came on. I think he had planned it. So the song was Like I am from Rascal Flatts. Then he said, "Well, since you can't go to the dance, we'll have our own dance right here." So he took me in his arms and we danced to this beautiful song! He would kiss my face and my mouth and whisper in my ear how much he loved me! If I was made out of ice instead of flesh, I would have melted faster than you could say Britney Francis! Right at the end of the song, he gave me a long kiss while picking me up and putting me down! It was sooooooooooooooooo cute!!!! He said that the song we danced to was his song to me! After that I just wanted to cry because it was the best and most tender moment I have EVER had in my entire life!!!! But I didn't until I got home. The song went like this, Lying here with you I watch you while you sleep The dawn is closing in With every breath you breathe I can feel the change The change you've made in me But will I ever see All the things you see in me When you say that I'm one of a kind Baby, I don't see it but you believe That I'm so strong and true, I promise you I'll try to be that kind of man Because you love me like I am When it comes to love I may not know the rules But there's one thing I know My heart belongs to you, just you When you say that I'm one of a kind Baby, I don't see it but you believe That I'm so strong and true, I promise you I'll try to be that kind of man Because you love me like I am You show me you love me With a fire that burns deep inside When you say that I'm one of a kind Baby, I don't see it but you believe That I'm so strong and true, I promise you I'll try to be that kind of man Because you love me like I am When you say that I'm one of a kind Baby, I don't see it but you believe That I'm so strong and true, I promise you I'll try to be that kind of man Because you love me like I am -- I am I'll never understand I don't think I'll ever understand Why you love me Why you love me just like I am It was the most perfect song!!! Sometimes when I'm with him, I just stare at him and think, "Will I be able to stay with him forever? Is this the right choice?" Then, at the perfect moment, he says things and holds me, letting me know that it is right! I don't know how to explain it, but I just can't imagine my life without him! I was with him last night, and we were watching a movie at his house. We were eating food and I was really tired! So I just laid down and almost fell asleep, but I couldn't because I couldn't take my eyes off of him! I asked him, "Landon, Will we be like this even when we're 40?" Then he smiled at me and laid next to me, hugging me and said, "Yes. And I when you wake up every morning while we're married, I'll watch you sleep until you wake up. Just like this. I would love to wake up like this." I love him. And I will never let him go! ~Britney Francis~

Wow! People don't really update anymore. Including me! Haha! Well, life is good. I'm loving it!!!! I wish there was more of it! Hehe! I don't really have anything to write. I'm just kinda bor-ed. I'll get over it soon. I love my new phone! Tis fun! Talk like Shawn Connery and say sit down! Common! Say it!!! Say I am we tod did. I am we tod did. I am sofa king we tod did! Out loud. I'm in a weird mood! Woot! Well, now that I have corrupted your brains and made your children cry, I will leave you all now and bid you all good day. ~Britney Francis~ P.S. Seriouse part you guys! Watch....out! Listen to the rain By: Britney Francis Listen to the rain Hear how close how it sounds Beating on the roof top Always coming down Listen to its heartbeat As it falls there still Pounding in your ear drums on your tongue you feel Listen to it talking A language only known To the ones who've listen closely To it speaking all alone Listen to it sooth you walk outside and feel as it over comes you in the midnight still You know that you want more To feel it falling down all over your body past your feet and to the ground Let it gently calm you Listen to it start Cause the rain that you are hearing is the beating of my own heart