No, wait, I can´t go out like that. I haven´t done my nails. My hair is a mess. I don´t yet know all I need to know. There´s too many things I meant to do. And I know they´re useless and I can´t make myself perform. And I can´t go out without them being done. I will pretend. I will pretend that you´re there. That you see me. That there´s a way it could happen. And tomorrow there´ll be one reason less to get up at all.