There is one guy, just one who completely wins me over. I don't know why he does. When I'm having a bad day or feeling sad, I will just start to think of him. I start to act irrationally, stalking his away messages and myspace. I know he is merely a concept in my head. I know that my happiness with him exisits in my imagination because we don't talk very often. When I think of being with someone it is always him. When I see him on occation I just melt. He doesn't know. No body knows this. I guess it means it is up to me to fight my obsession and move onto reality...