yea.. i feel really bad that erin is so damn sad ... i hate that i hurt her... but i also cant deal with the guilt i feel when, im talking to her.. .. ...so im not so sure i can talk to her for a while.. i cant handle feeling bad.. ifeel bad enough with my own shit.. thats why i cant be with her... grrr. she says she understands.. but then she keeps cryin and keeps on sayin how sad she is... god... i dunno.. i guess i shouldn't bitch.. i deserve to feel bad.. but GOD.. i just ... i dunno.. *sigh* my god i LOVE ani difranco.. Oh MY GOD!!! i get to go see her July 27 in San Diego!!!!!! YAAAAYYYY!!!!! Its gonna be me, Emily, Carissa, and Annie... hmmmm... FUN... its gonna be the greatest thing in the world... EVER! "You had time... " woow.. i dunno... so today wasn't that bad.. it was .. o..k.. ? hmmm... Jennifer sent me an email and i responded last night.. i told her pretty much everyhing thats been going on.. .... i ..miss her... . .. .k. n e ways... im done now.. good-bye