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just thought i would tell u all that i got my licence...o yea first try...lol

i am nervous as fuck right now. i got my road test today at 2. FUCK!. i dont wanna fail. i really hope i dont. i have been doin alot of practiceing like parallel parking and shit but im still nervous. i gotta do everything perfect. well i will let everyone who reads this no how it went maybe 2morrow. keep ur fingers crossed.

so yea. kinda bored today. feelin kinda diff cuz of what im wearing. white short sleeve dress shirt with black jeans and a white studded belt. i usually dont wear the dress shirt. lol. im gettin really hungary to. this is going to be a long day. i can already feel it. and i have to do my public policy paper. its due in 2 weeks and i havent even started it. its gotta b 10 pages. o well ill get it done. o yea. im 18 now. time to go get porn and lotto tics. lol. no cigarettes cuz i dont smoke. ok well im bored outta my mind. time to go play a game. talk 2 u later.

thats it. i got dumped AGAIN. and now i say fuck it all. at least this time she gaev me a reason. i was too clingy. that is bullshit. i never saw her outside of skool and when i did see her it wasnt fer long. so there wasnt time to b clingy. i dont even no. im stuck between not caring and being really upset. therefore im emotionless. ok well im out. talk 2 u all later.

its been a while since i wrote and a 12 days since i got my ex back. i did this whole romantic thing back on valentines day w/a note and one red rose. so now i go out with her again and i couldnt be happier. i love her. she loves me. things couldnt be better. i just freak out about stupid shit. i make a big deal about nothing. i think to damn much. lol. but im trying to be positive cuz im in love. im not used to having a girl actually love me. ok well im goin to go. gotta go see the love of my life. later.

well i had a gf. its been 3 days since she broke up w.me. i miss her so much. all i want is to have her back. she sed she still likes me she just doesnt want a bf. she likes to flirt and doesnt wanna feel bad about it. she told me that she basically was in one class and thought, "i dont want a bf anymore." thats it. there was no down side to it. things were the best they ever were and then it was over. just like that. so yea. im very upset. i guess ill let u no what happens later, well any1 who reads this. ok later. :-(

im so happy. i finally got a g/f. shes so amazing. shes just like me which is really really cool. i hope shes comming over on friday. i really want her to. there are so many things that i can say about her but i dont really have time to. class is almost over. its just weird cuz iver never felt like this about any other g/f and she feels the same about me. its amazing. ok well im out. later

ok first off the weather is terrible outside. rain and hail and thunder and lightening and a bunch of bullshit. lol. good news. i bought a bigger amp. 100 watt behringer. its amazing, there are so many different effects on it. 99 to be exact. lol. i love it. and it only cost me 300 bucks. good deal if you ask me. it works great with my les paul. lets see, hockey is still amazing. sabres hit a skid but thats ok. its still early in the year. they ARE going to the playoffs this year. its been way too long since there was playoff hockey in buffalo. hmm, i dont no if theres much more to say. being single sucks, my job is actually great, i still dont have a car, and school is boring, but my dads b-day is saturday, we took the day off so we can hang out. it should be fun. i think im gunna buy an ipod. i want one. ok well im going, study hall is almost over. i really dont want to go to work today. o well. ill try to get back to you all when i can, but no1 really responds on here anymore. i think we all went to myspace. mine is www.myspace.com/pnkrckr420e if anyone wants to check it out. or check out my band last minute's site. www.myspace.com/xlastminutex. ok now im really going. later.

hey everyone...whats up?...n2m going on here...sitting in study hall...its raining out...i finally have a day off...ive worked everyday since school started but o-well...its money...nothing new on the g/f thing...it blows...i hate it...there are a few girls i like but none of them like me...and their outta my league...lol...ok well i guess im off...theres really not much to talk about...o yea...i love the rain...later

its been so long since i wrote...today is the first day of skool...dammit...i dont want to go back to skool...:-(...o well...shit happens...so its been a long fucking time since i wrote...i think its cuz i have a myspace now...its www.myspace.com/pnkrckr420e...but yea...not much has changed..worked alot...makin money...ok well im off to sit here in study hall again...bored...i have 1 1/2 hours of study hall...o goodie...lol...ok later

wow i havent written in so long...not much has changed...basically...this one girl i no lead me on then blew me off...but now theres someone different that i like...lol...i made alot of money this week at work...its kool...i like making me money...but who doesnt...ok well im off to get break fast...later

well i had a good day today...the best part was going to taco bell and seeing my friend...that might b one of the last times i see her cuz she graduated last year...she is so cool...i miss her so much...she sed she misses me too...lol...ok well im outta here...i hope i see her again really soon...or atleast talk 2 her

things are getting kinda weird for me...i figured out car insurence is gunna kill me...i have no clue whats going on for me relationship wise...i THOUGHT that sum1 liked me but im so god damn confuzed...i dont go out w/people just to not feel lonely...that would b using them and i dont do that because its been done to me way to many fucking times...i dont no what the hell to do about anything any more...ok well im going...later... p.s.-danielle...maybe soon we can talk about this and i can explain what i was trying to tell u a lil while ago...i dont think it came out the way i wanted it to...

Dear Danielle, (do u want me to stop that cuz u did...) im tired...im losing sleep...it annoys me when women want guys to treat them like the guys in movies such as the notebook...its not the guys...its the scripts that they read...and they were payed to read them...lol...and way...i am really sick and fucking tired of being single...lol...but there isnt a damn thing i can do about it...lol...my day was kinda slow...i was off of work...my cuzin has been here since sunday which is awsome...i gotta work 2morrw...its ok...then i gotta call fer car insurence...i want a car...then ill come get ya danielle...lol...ill kidnap u...lol...ok well im thinking its time to go...talk 2 u all later...bye

DANIELLE...IM SORRY...I DONT NO WHAT I DID BUT IM SORRY FOR IT...I JUST DONT WANT YOU TO BE MAD AT ME FOR IT...IM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY...JUST PLEASE DONT BE MAD AT ME!!!...

Dear Danielle, well first of im not flabbergasted...i just thought it was a funny word...lol...i think im gunna have to take u up on your suggestion about kidnapping me...lol...we can do that after the shower and sleepover...lol...;-)...but any way...well school is finally over...1 year left...it should be fun...im really close to gettin a car so that means i can drive places then...lol...ill come get ya danielle...i played football 2day...went swimming at 1030...landed a kickflip for the 1st time...and found out my cuzin is comming over on sunday...it should b great...now if i got a g.f it all would have been perfect...lol...grrr...i gotta work 4-9 2morrow...i dont really wanna but i get my paycheck...so its all good...and danielle...i dont wanna freak u out er nuthin...i dont no how much u like me...but im starting to like u more then i did...i hope that nuthin gets weird cuz of it...but i am starting to like u alot...lol...ok well im gunna go play some hockey...i mean NHL 2005...lol...later

Dear Danielle, im tired...i need sleep...i had band practice outside 2day...that was kool...i might b going to allegany this year...it will b great...i gotta exam 2morrow...thats gunnna blow...only 2 left...thank god...im hungar...dammit...i need food...im so alone...this blows...i c all my friends in relationships...i feel so alone...thats where im glad i have friends...if i didnt...id b dead my now...lol...so even tho they wont c it...thanks to all my friends...and for those who do read it (danielle)...thanks for caring about me...and for being there...and...well lets just sum it all up into one word...thanks for everything...<3

dear danielle...(i did too) lol...hahaha...well i wanted 2 tell all of u i bought my guitar...its sweet...amazing...i love it...im bored...and tired...and broke again...lol...DANIELLE I WANT U...lol...just kidding...we gotta hang out sumtime...we always say we will but we never do...it has to happen...ok well im off...talk 2 u later...and im not a dork...but u can call me that if u want...;-) HI DANIELLE (SEXY)

well skool is over...i no i shouldnt be disappointed about that but i am...my really good friend is graduating...im gunna miss her so much...we had so much fun 2gether...and now its over...and im gunna b a senoir next year...thats one thing i really dont want...ok well im off 2 get breakfast...later... hey sexy..i mean danielle..lol..no im not crazy...