Well I'm getting ready to go to work. After talking to trav last night I really don't know what went on. It's nice to know he'll never be there to annoy me but in the same way it's sad. I really did try to like him to just because he liked me so much. But I would think about if I could see myself with him. To tell the truth I couldn't. He's to immature. And that scares me, because how would he treat the baby. So I guess this was the best thing for us... to just end our friendship or whatever was to be, now before it was to late. I hate being alone more then anything in the world. I let so many good people slip away. I do feel better about myself, I'm not so angry and I am extremly outgoing. I don't want to raise baby by myself. But I will do it just so the wrong person doesn't ruin anything. I'm ready to go to work. I turn 18 in 2 months! Then i'm getting my driving permit. As of right now I'm focusing on work and getting my G.E.D. I have to go now. Jessica