Well I only have till next month until I'm a mom. Why am I not excited. I was for the longest time. People ask me if I'm scared, or worried.... I'm not. I'm not happy though. Maybe it's the fact that now I'll always be connected to him. He's still in his "I'm going to kill myself" stange, he won't quit lieing to me. I love him but hate him so much. I don't want his kid, I don't want him, I don't care anymore about being a mom. Anyways I had a fun day today. lol. g2g jessica