Well yes...i'm over him. I know this because i dont get the gay butterflies anymore. But still...like i always think about him. Not in the sense that i miss him or want to see him...its just that..idk i just think of him. Its weird. I am getting real angry with myself. Hes doing the same shit to his girlfriend that fucking anthony did to me when we were going out. And in this situation...i'm being stupid fucking slut brittany. God i hate her. But okay...like we get real flirty in class now...and i feel so fucking bad. Today we were talking about playing nervous...so i put my hand on his thigh...but only for real quick cuz i remembered that he had a girlfriend and was like holy shit. I can't do shit like that. Neither can he. He has a fucking girlfriend. She doesnt deserve to deal with shit like that. Well..it could be worse. At least i'm not jumping on top of him. Or pantsing him. Or letting him play with my thongs. ...Like Anthony and Brittany did. Meh. I loathe her very existence. But now... I'm just like her.