Everyone is pretty much strongly disliking me right now.
It's depressing.
I wish I could take every wrong thing I did and make it right.
God how different the world would be.
But I guess we all need to learn from our mistakes.
Too bad I obviously haven't.
It'd be nice to play with a razorblade but I'm going to my moms house tonight and that'd just cause more problems than it's worth.
Not like it solves anything for anyone else anyways. You guys all probably think that I'm just pathetic. When I really am.
Okay...bye.
But I'm glad I do in the end. I need to stop focusing on myself though. I need to spend more time caring about others...
[note to self, I guess]