Listening to: Living Single-TV
Feeling: sexy
SoOoOoOoOo,,,,Saturday The 13th Was My Uncle Don'z Funeral,,,,It Was From 1-7 But I Didn't Get Out 'Till A Quater 2 8. It Was An Open Casket And It Was SoOoOoOoOo Weird I Can't Even Explain The Feelin I Felt When I Saw Him It Was Just Weird.
When I Went 2 Pay My Last Repectz Be4 They Closed The Casket I Got Real Close 2 Him. It Was Weird 'Cause It'z Like He'z Gonna Just Start Breathin Again. Like He'z Just Sleepin But U Can't C Him Breathin,,,,
That Was The Last Time I'll Ever C Him Again,,,,All I Have Is A Memory Of Him Burnt In The Back Of My Mind. Of Him At His Funeral. And Him At His House. Every1 In The Livin Room And Him All Alone In His And My Aunt'z Bedroom. He Comez Out From Watchin Wrestling And Is Smokin A Cigarette. He Is Either Just Standing There Watchin Us Or Laughz Or Talkz Softly. Then Returnz 2 His TV. That'z All I Have Left,,,,
I Cried Once,,,,When I Saw My Aunt Regina Cry I Just Couldn't Take It. I Couldn't Take Cin My Aunt Regina Cry. So I Started But I Didn't Want 2 Because I Knew I'd Feel Embarrssed Because I Didn't Know Him All That Well. So I Hide Myself Behind My Hair And Kevin'z Arm.
When My Cousin Heather Hugged Me She Was Cryin And I Told Her 2 Stop Or She Was Goin 2 Make Me Cry And She Almost Did. While His Casket Was Open There Were Carnationz Laying On His Stomach. Each Of The GrandChildren And What Not Got 1. My Cousin Heather Had A Few. She Gave Me 1 And Said I Was A GrandChild 2. That Touched My Heart Right There.
We Then Went 2 1 Of His Children'z House 4 Food And Conservation. And We Left Maybe After 9 Or 10,,,,
It Didn't Really Hit Me That He Was Gone 'Till Monday In My Algebra 2 Class,,,,
I Miss Him,,,,
Over And Out,
-Candice-
♥ ali
car-jaguar s-type(i wish) no car
and my b-day 19 July. Anything else? now ur turn?
party on!
-candice