I Dunno What'z Wrong Wit Me,,,,I'm Just Not U Know Happy,,,,And Sumthing Is Eatin Away My Insidez And Makin Me Feel Horrible Like,,,,Havin A Void In My Heart Or Sumthing,,,,Oh God I Dunno!!!! And It'z Not Gonna Get Better 'Cause My Bro Just Came Home 2day From College *Sigh* What Am I Gonna Do? I've Been Startin 2 Wish 4 Death Again!!!! And OMG I Have Like No1 2 Turn 2,,,,I Need Help,,,,Or Maybe I Should Just Follow What My Heart Is Sayin,,,,Die,,,,U Know Maybe It'z 4 The Best,,,,I Won't Be Missed And It Probly Won't Have An Impact On Anybody'z Life,,,,*Sigh* I Went Out 2night Wit My Cousin Heather And Her B/F I Felt Like The 3rd Wheel 'Cause Kevin Had 2 Work 2Night,,,,But Still,,,,I Dunno,,,,I Started Gettin Depressed Even Around Heather,,,,There Is Nuttin I Can Do About This I Mean Seriously,,,,Nuttin,,,,There Is Nuttin That Can Change This I've Been Depressed 4 Over A Year Now And It'z NEVER GOIN 2 GO AWAY!!!! I Keep Hopin That It Will But It Won't,,,,Like I Said Be4,,,,Maybe I Should Just Die,,,, Over And Out -Candice-