So once upon a midnight dreary, I used to post on here. I look back at the old comments and wow.... Not a whole pile as changed. I invest too much in others and can find no sense of comfort and happiness in my own skin. Still got the insomnia, still got the clinical bouts of depression and still feeling as worthless as I did way back when. Still feel like I'm not doing any more than surviving. Where does one go and what does one do? I see the right answers so is it just the questions I keep reading wrong? I dunno... even my ability to talk shit and pretend to be some kinda poetic savant hasn't changed. Wish I could just be "better". Or at least fail better.

if you's are still out there... Come get my shattered remains

New job, New house, new bro, Same loneliness... :/ I just things would get better... And not just... different... even if it was just me....

I really need to learn to keep my feet on the floor and not in my mouth

Hey bitches. No-one is probably EVER gonna read this. But thought I'd leave a message ere for old times sake. My name's Enda. I'm 21, at college and working in vodafone. I live with my gay best friend and 3 lads. Single for a while now and looking. I'm a depressed psycho which is y i always fitted in on this site. Wanna no everything else just ask.

You let as many people see this as you like. You seem to want to show peep a guided tour of my life and keep leading them to here. You no who u are. now fuck off out of my life so i can go on

So everything is finally over between me and allie... My head has been so confused lately. will we wont we. She sed she loved me but dd she really?!? Finally i no and i can move on. I can finally nmove on and live my life the way i want to!!!!!!!!!

It's bin a while. not sure if any of my old friends r out there. Me and allie are broke up. Temporarily i tink (and hope). I let to much stuff get between our relationship. My work, College etc. I didn't put her 1st enuf. I'm trying to change and can only hope it's not to little too late.

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Hey peep... sorry its bin so long... college has bin makin me "work"(how der they!!!!!) So hows all my peep? are you all stil alive? please comment me soon. talk soon.

Hey everyone... My Gf has a diary. its allief1987. Go be friends I LOVE YOU ALLIE I LOVE YOU ALL

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!

Hey folks.... 1st week of college over. and more importantly I SURVIVED. Stuck in college til 5 tho... bored shitless and missin allie. nothin much else happenin on this end.

The reason i wuz away so long wuz cuz i couldnt get internet at home. only at college. me and allie still goin strong... 8 months on the 17th. love u all and chat soon folks

Remember me? Hi everyone. It's bin a long summer. who all missed me? Cuz I've certainly missed you.... wat is up wit all my peeps?!? and how come i got no friends?!? :( Chat again soon. I'll be on as often as possible now so dont tink ill forget you.

hi peep. sorry its bin so long. will b back asap

I am amazed that there are so many people out there that have given enda the help he needed before i was around. I am allie. his wee babie! i am so glad that i found him and am surprised one of u internet babes didnt get there first. he asked me to make a entry for him and i didnt even know about this site. im on a library pc cuz i dont got the internet. but i gonna join soon! Just to tell enda when he comes back on that i love him to poeces and nothing will ever change that. he is my everything and my life. i neva want to lose him!!!!! jus u guys are gr8 for being there for him and im always there for you too sweetie!!!! Luv u all and especially enda XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Hello everybody..... (Hiya doctor nick) So hows everybody in SIT land just in at college studying for my final exam of the year. Woohoo(",) Missin my baby so much... but at least i have one.... neway the whole parents issue hasnt bin resolved but once i get my license it wont matter as much cuz ill have all the freedom i need... I wana shoutout to footballchik28 moonlightdrama vballspike and csquared. all 4 hav u have bin amazing... ye have bin der wen i really needed sum1s shoulder2cry on and i love you all for it well gotta go... bye

in exams til 5th of may. chat den folks...

Hey... I wan2all my m8s out there... I love u all... no change on the parent front. Don't they realise by trying to split us up it they are only making us stronger and try even hard to stay 2gether? Well anyway im 19 and they cant choose who i date. Thanx again every1 for ur hartfelt comments and so it is just like you said it would be life goes easy on me most of the time and so it is the shorter story no love no glory no hero in her skies i can't take my eyes off of you and so it is just like you said it should be we'll both forget the breeze most of the time and so it is the colder water the blower's daughter the pupil in denial i can't take my eyes off of you did I say that I loathe you? did I say that I want to leave it all behind? i can't take my mind off of you my mind 'til I find somebody new