Wow. Things are happening. I am gonna be mailing all of our apartment forms today. So things are pretty much official. I’m really excited. I’m still not sure what I’m gonna do for a job yet. I kind of want to get settled in first, but that wouldn’t be very responsible. We are going to need all the money we can get. I’m pretty scared. But I know I can do this. Even without everyone’s support.

My mother is just so two-faced. She tells me that she’s happy for me, moving out and going to school, but then she tells other people that she doesn’t understand why I’m doing it. Like, I could just go to Ridgewater and live at home and save a bunch of money. She told my aunt that I probably just want to have sex and that’s why I’m moving out. What a jerk, seriously. I mean, I’m almost twenty years old, I think it’s about freaking time that I move out. It just makes me mad. And sad.

I work tonight. For the first time since Sunday. Wow.

I just want everything to be okay. I want to be on good terms with everyone.

I think tomorrow will be good. I miss Sam!