Been a while

Hey, so it's been a while since i wrote in here, well about my life, my grandma died, I started talkin to Denis again. He's a really great guy. although I am married, i told him we can be friends and he hasn't called me since. well anna's doing good and so am i got to go for now. xoxoxoxo
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Anna's going to Colorado

So, in the morning my daughter is going to Colorado with my grandma to see David and Kayla. wish i could go, but gives me a little break from that so i can get unstressed. Got ultrasound of baby im 10 wks now. Due Date is April 26th 2006. YEAAAAA. I'm go happy.
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Hotel

Today and tommorrow night me and Daniel is stayin at Drury Inn and my sisters are staying tonight with us. Daniel's at work right now. I miss him so much......Anna went to her dads house tonight. fun fun. lol she's be going to Colorado to see David and Kayle soon with Nan. But ya im so bored right now. well g2g talk some more later
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My day today

Today has gone bye so fast, can't believe it's already 5:30pm lol anyways I got up and had a argument with Daniel, that didn't last very long. I won I got to keep the car. lol but now he's at work and Anna is at her Dad's house till 8:30 pm and I'm here all alone boo hoo, lol yea its boring here with both of them gone but I get some rest. So it's all good. Can't wait till the 9th of Sept, when I get to see more ultrasounds of the baby. I was all happy. I can't wait to see more. I want to see if It's going to be a boy or girl. I'm hopeing for a boy and so is Daniel, so it all adds up. Either way I'm going to be happy
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Emergancy Room

So today went by real good, we slept in untill almost 12 pm. and then Anna came back from here Dad's house. Last night I went to ER and found out I have 2 sists on my ovaries. So thats painfull but other than that, its all good. I found out imm really only 6 weeks pregnant, which we thought i was farther along, but it's all good. Daniel got a better job today, he starts today at 2:30 pm. fun fun. lol.
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lookin through moms things

ok so I finnally got the key to my moms apartment and had to start going through all of her stuff, lots of fun. Found bunches of pictures and took them home to my house. Found a letter to David, it wasnt that bad. thought it was going to be though. have almost two weeks to clean it up. It's going to take a while, i think longer than that to do it. Going to try to sell some things. not sure what ill get off them though.
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Bored to death

So, im sittin here by myself cuz Anna's at her dad's house and Daniel is at work. I miss them so much. lol I feel lost without them. So my stomach ache has gone down some and im feeling alittle better now then before. Nothing sounds good to eat here, accept pizza, yummy. lol that sounds good
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Untitled

Ok, today we woke up at 8am to Anna playin. She's crazy. I so Sepetember 9th for more info on the pregnancy. I can't wait.They said my due date is Feb. 25th 2006, but they wont know for sure till they appointment on the 9th. Daniel came home at 8pm last night. they sent him home eairly. sucked cuz there's less money we'll get later. but he needed it. I could tell he was tired. He has worked for the past 3 days both jobs. poor baby comes home draggin, lol. He's so funny sometimes. i love him so much. sometimes i dont know home i got so lucky to have found him. well g2g
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daniel

so ever since i found out i was pregnant, daniel has been so sweat. he rubs my belly and kisses it. it's so cute.....he started another job so now he's workin two jobs. it sucks lol
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CRAZY NEWS

OK SO, YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE DR. IM PREGNANT. LOL CAN U BELIEVE IT? DANIEL AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY. FUN FUN. I MEAN YA IM HAPPY BUT ITS NOT THE RIGHT TIME IN OUR FINANCIAL LIFE TO HAVE ONE. BUT WHO IS LOL. WELL I GUESS THIS IS GOING TO BE A GOOD RIDE. LOL.
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CRAZY NEWS

OK SO, YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE DR. IM PREGNANT. LOL CAN U BELIEVE IT? DANIEL AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY. FUN FUN. I MEAN YA IM HAPPY BUT ITS NOT THE RIGHT TIME IN OUR FINANCIAL LIFE TO HAVE ONE. BUT WHO IS LOL. WELL I GUESS THIS IS GOING TO BE A GOOD RIDE. LOL.
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CRAZY NEWS

OK SO, YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE DR. IM PREGNANT. LOL CAN U BELIEVE IT? DANIEL AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY. FUN FUN. I MEAN YA IM HAPPY BUT ITS NOT THE RIGHT TIME IN OUR FINANCIAL LIFE TO HAVE ONE. BUT WHO IS LOL. WELL I GUESS THIS IS GOING TO BE A GOOD RIDE. LOL.
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song played at moms funeral

Artist: 2Pac Album: Greatest Hits Song: Dear Mama Homepage: http://hem.passagen.se/deathrow/ You are appreciated... When I was young, me and my mama had beef 17 years old kicked out on tha streets though back in tha time, I never thought I'd see her face ain't a woman alive that can take my mommas place suspended from school, scared ta go home I was a fool with tha big boys breaking all tha rules shed tears with my baby sister over tha years we wuz poorer than tha other little kids and even though we had different dadies tha same drama when things went wrong we blamed mama I reminised on tha stress I caused, it wuz hell hugg'en on my mama from a jail cell and who'ed think in elementry, heeeey i'd see tha penatentry One day running from tha Police, that's right Momma catch me--put a whoop'en to my backside and even as a crack fiend mama, ya always was a black queen mama I finally understand for a woman it ain't easy--trying ta raise a man ya always wuz commited, a poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it there's no way I can pay ya back but tha plan is ta show ya that I understand. you are appreciated...... Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Ain't nobody tell us it wuz fair no luv for my daddy, cause tha coward wuzn't there he passed away and I didn't cry cause my anger, wouldn't let me feel for a stranger they say i'm wrong and i'm heartless but all along I wuz looking for a father--he wuz gone I hung around with tha thug's and even though they sold drugs they showed a young brother luv I moved out and started really hang'in I needed money of my own so I started slang'in I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks It feels good, putting money in your mailbox I love paying rent when tha rents due I hope ya got tha diamond necklace that I sent to you cause when I wuz low, you was there for me ya never left me alone, cause ya cared for me and I can see ya coming home after work late ya in tha kitchen trying ta fix us a hot plate just working with tha scraps you wuz given and mama made miracles every Thanksgiving but now tha road got rough, your alone trying ta raise two bad kids on your own and there's no way I can pay ya back but my plan is ta show ya that I understand you are appreciated..... Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya pour out some liquor and I remenise cause through tha drama, I can always depend on my mama and when it seems that i'm hopeless you say tha words that can get me back in focus when I wuz sick as a little kid ta keep me happy theres no limit to tha things ya did and all my childhood memories are full of all tha sweet things ya did for me and even though I act craaaazy I got ta thank tha Lord that ya maaaade me There are no words that can express how I feel Ya never kept a secret, always stayed real and I appreciate how ya raised me and all tha extra love that ya gave me I wish I could take tha pain away If you can make it through tha night, there's a brighter day everything'll be alright if ya hold on it's a strugle everyday gotta roll on and there's no way I can pay ya back but my plan is ta show ya that I understand you are appreciated....... Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya, Sweeeet Laaaady Laaaady...[fades]...Laaaady
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hey, whats up? nothing really here cept being mad at Daniel. He's actin like a bitch. it's makin me mad as hell im so tried of it. it's an everyday thing it seems like. It's like one minute, he's so much in love with me and the next, he's being a bitch and not wanting anything to do with me. i don't understand him at all. y do guys act like that?
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hey, whats up? nothing really here cept being mad at Daniel. He's actin like a bitch. it's makin me mad as hell im so tried of it. it's an everyday thing it seems like. It's like one minute, he's so much in love with me and the next, he's being a bitch and not wanting anything to do with me. i don't understand him at all. y do guys act like that?
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Untitled

hey, whats up? nothing really here cept being mad at Daniel. He's actin like a bitch. it's makin me mad as hell im so tried of it. it's an everyday thing it seems like. It's like one minute, he's so much in love with me and the next, he's being a bitch and not wanting anything to do with me. i don't understand him at all. y do guys act like that?
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Untitled

hey, today i woke up to find my daughter into everything. lol it was cute!we slept in till 12pm for the past few days and i loved it. my landlord still hasn't fixed my electric so its hot in all the rooms except my kitchen where we r keepin the air condiction unit. g2g for now
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electric

ok so last night half my electric went out and one thing in that half is my air condictionar unit in our window, so our apartment it is like 100 degrees in here. Anna stayed at my nan's house and her dad's gettin her till 8:30pm today. i woke up at 5:30 and daniel was still on the internet this morning. needless to say he slept till almost 1pm. i guess he was tired lol. so we were arguing today about stupid shit. and im sorry about it. i wish i could just make him understand how much i love him. im so happy we got married and don't want to ever lose him......he's wanting to go into the army soon.....in a way im happy cuz he'll be really good at it but im sad cuz he'll diffently go to Iraq. well g2g for now. xoxoxoxoxo
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