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I have One Word. Alexandra

arright i created a new diary. FRIENDS ONLY. so if you would like to be added to my friends list leave a comment here in this diary and ill see about adding you to my friends list on my new diary. http://diaries.suchisthis.com/jared i may update this diary in the future at some point but im movie to my new one at the moment. its gona be a lot better because im gonna be able to say anything i want without having to worry who's reading it. :] ok so if you want to be added to my new diary friends list leave me a comment and maybe ill add you...depends who you are. byebye jwagman1 diary, hello jared diary

Ender0333: how you feeling? jaredtwagner: nothing jaredtwagner: great jaredtwagner: spectacular jaredtwagner: supurb jaredtwagner: amazing Ender0333: really? jaredtwagner: uhumm no

What will your Funeral be like? by rashockUsernamejwagman1You will die by:You will be murdered by your worst enemy. Always watch your back, your murderer will be coming. Death Date:May 8, 2004Number attending your funeral?26How much will you leave to friends and family?$3,254Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! Look at the date on there... thats kinda freaky...

I had to make some decisions. tonight i made them. ive been needing to make them for a long time, i finally have. Theres things i need to do, and things i need to forget, things i need to give up, and things i need to just stop doing. this isnt very straightforward, but thats because i they are decisions i made for myself and no one else needs to know about them. Im just kinda happy i found a way to decide. i know im gona get questions about this, but im telling you now, the decisions ive made are for the best and i dont think that things will change my mind because ive tried to look at these things from every possible angle and ive made the decision ive found to be the best. hopefully life can start getting better from this point forward... well i shouldnt say this point, but some point in the near future. soo... decisions made... the burden of finding the answers is gone... let today be a good day.... please god... i dont want a bad day.

This is the lyrics to Broken by Seether. Realy good song. This is for you. you know who you are. Heres the song if you wana dl it... right click and save target as... Broken.mp3 broken by seether I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

its really shitty not having someone that loves you. i feel so alone. i have no one to make me feel better. no one to give me hugs when im down. no one to talk to. no one to tell my private thoughts to. theres no one. sigh. i wish there was. i really do, but unfortunatly im alone. it makes my stomach hurt to think about it. im feeling really crappy right now and ya know what... i have no one to turn to. no one to talk to. no one to help me. people say what doesnt kill us makes us stronger... i say what doesnt kill us is just a lot of fucking pain that doesnt go away. sure idiots can go say "go see a therapist" but thats not what i need. anyone with a brain can see that. i wish i could be happy again...

why do i do what i do? even i am not sure. do i like inflicting misery upon myself? i dont think thats it. it must be something else. it must me something worth fighting for. Misery, pain, frustration, saddness all surround me. what do i do? i try my best to ignore them. most times im pretty good at ignoring it, but theres times where it just gets too strong and i crack. lets not talk about those times... those are the times i wish i could just be invisible. so i ask myself again: why do i do what i do? ive got theories. ive got hypotheses. but i cannot speak them. its bad. i cant. i keep this shit to myself because if i tell it only causes more damage... mostly to me. im not sure where im going with this. im just typing away so if you get bored just stop reading. probly not worth your time. i realized something just a while ago. i realized that what im fighting for, my underlying cause, its worth fighting for. it truely is. and that gives me a sense of hope. hope that i have, but is empty hope. its still empty, but it has been recharged. i, for now, will continue my conquest but with the realization im not just fighting for something i want, but something i truely need.

ok so i was lookin at my desk and like i noticed theres a hell of a lot of soda cans no my desk. and they all have like a lil bit in the bottem of them... ever flavor... sunkist, drpeper(my fav), pepsi, wild cherry pepsi, sierra mist, coke, diet coke, rootbeer... i have quite an asortment of cans. so i grabed a glass and poured the remaining from each can in there. so like i have a glass thats half full of mixed soda. all flat of couse... and what did i accomplish? not a thing! i still have 11 soda cans on my desk!! i did take a bunch of cans to the recycling center earlier this week and got 14 bucks! that was cool. gave me money for cinco de mayo dinner, which btw was excellent. Don Jose's...yum and i had a cupoun for buy one entree get one free so it was great had dinner for 2 for 13 bucks. i was happy. good stuff! ok so back to the soda cans... now im stacking them on the corner of my desk in a pyramid shape... i swear if someone comes in and knocks them over im gona be furious... not really but ya... it will be like... grrrr! at them... listening to some music bobbin my head back and forth to the beat... i should go shower soon... i have work...8 hours today.. guh.. but im goin to a movie afterward so thats cool. ttyl.

hmmm what would i like to do this summer... well ill tell you what i dont wana do, sit at home! i plan to be out and about doing stuff this summer... ill be working of course, making some extra money so that i can do whatever i want. Probly gona hit up the theme parks... i wana go to six flags magic mountain! i love rollercoasters! hmm what else... maybe a road trip if i can get time off work... thad be cool... but i dunno. hmm probly gona spend time at the beach and drink jamba juice... oh btw ive discovered how great jamba juice is... yuuuuum! i dont really know what else but id like to have lots of fun. summer will be fun! ill have money so im gona have a blast! yay... ok thats all for now... ------added later-------- oh and maybe ill go to some concerts. that could be fun yup yup! :]

hmm no comments... is it cause my comment link is *hugs* and no one wants to hug me? :[ leave comments please! it helps keep me alive.

im sitting here wearing a green shirt and reebok shorts. its warm. its 9am and its already warm. i have nothing to do today. i dont have work cause i gave my shift to someone else and took their shift tomorrow cause im such a nice guy. so i dont know what im gona do today. im worried. i shouldnt be worried about things, but im worried about something and its really gettin to me. i hope things are ok. but i wish i knew for sure. let me know ok?

im feeling... uhmmm i dont know what im feeling but whatever it is ... i dont know anywhy it hurts. yes thats right it hurts. a lot. well maybe ill make a new entry again soon tahts better but thats all for now

i wont take this anymore. i feel that i am being used as a means to an end and im tired of it. i am done with it. i care what happens but i cannot take this. it kills me. i shall not do it anymore. sigh. what is wrong with me. why do i let myself get into situations like this then wait till the last second to stop. i dont know but im totally frustrated. i have nothing more to say right now.

The Women's Vocabulary Keywords and their meaning. FINE This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. FIVE MINUTES This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. NOTHING This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care". You will get a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing". SOFT SIGH Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content. OH This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example; "Oh, let me get that". Or, "Oh, I talked to him about what you were doing last night". If she says "Oh" before a statement, run, do not walk, to the nearest exit. She will tell you that she is "Fine" when she is done tossing your clothes out the window, but do not expect her to talk to you for at least 2 days. Oh" as the lead to a sentence usually signifies that you are caught in a lie. Do not try to lie more to get out of it, or you will get raised eyebrows "Go ahead" followed by acts so unspeakable that I can't bring myself to write about them. THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for what ever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead". At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble. PLEASE DO This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay". THANKS A woman is thanking you. Do not faint, just say you're welcome. THANKS A LOT This is much different than "Thanks". A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh". Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh", as she will only tell you "Nothing"

Ok so 3 coworkers yesterday asked me if ive lost weight... im like uhhh i dunno... i have no scale... I DONT OWN A SCALE. anyway so i asked my friend and shes like yea you definatly have. im like are you sure... shes like yes! duhh! hah... ok well guess i have... just havent been eating much... dunno just not hungry all as much as i used to be....

If you are bored like i always am and would like something fun to do to relive some stress play this game. Penguin Game Click Here see what high score you can get... leave it in my comments. :]

you know that scene at the end of fight club where he has the gun in his mouth and then all the buildings fall. i feel like im stuck in a situation like that. if you havent seen fight club you are missing out. its a really great movie. i have it on dvd if anyone wants to watch it. anyway so yes i feel like there are 2 sides of me and im very conflicted. and the only way to get rid of that other me is to "kill myself" i put that in quotes cause thats kinda what he does to get rid of it. but im not at all saying i want to kill myself. dont get that mixed up. the best scene in that movie is at the end there where all the buildings fall in the background and the pixies are playing. great scene. great movie. kinda how i feel so i thought id mention it.

i am so frustrated i dont know what the fuck to wrtie. so i figure if i just start typing what im thinking here maybe something will happen. this song has a good tune it keeps repeating in the background. its really catchy. i really like it. No one is perfect. that i know is a fact, and anyone that thinks anyone can or should be perfect, fuck you. certain people in society think that everyone should be near perfect and the fact is no one can nor should be. if we were all that way then things would be boring. no one would make mistakes and we wouldnt have anything to learn from. i thing that not being perfect is the way to be. sure it causes problems and grief but thats ok. you learn from being imperfect. so fuck anyone who says someone should be perfect, or even thinks that people should be close to it.