I hate it when people change. For the worst. Kelsi used to be one of the sweetest, nicest girls I knew, and now she's just a total bitch. For some reason, just out of the blue, she hates me. Just hates me. She won't talk to me on campus, she doesn't reply to my emails, she completely shut me out. And I don't know why. There is one possible reason, but the chances are slim. A while ago, I asked her out. She said no, and it was alright. Then later I realized that I didn't like her, I just wanted someone to have my back, since I always have everyone else's. Later she kept asking me if I had feelings for her or if I liked her, and I said "no" or "not really" each time. Then she stopped talking to me. Either one: she was really desperate and wanted to go out with me, or two: she thought I was trying to use her to get ass. Now let me point this out. I would never do something mean like that to ANYONE. That is TOO cruel. Let alone to Kelsi. She's a beautiful girl, but I would never use her heart to get in her pants. She's too nice for that. At least was nice. But I'll try and talk to her, see if I can work things out. Anyway, I'm stalking a certain person because I don't want them to completely leave my life yet. Scary, sad, desperate: yes. Stupid: no.