Ok………
So I was going out with this boy called Claye but I dumped him just recently because I am friendlier with him when im not going out with him and also he did something to my worst enemy so he basically cheated on me with her…
Anyway now that I don’t have him I want him back but the problem is that he wont take me back and a lot of his friends have been threatening him if he does go out with me but he said he still likes me a lot…
I’m kind of going off Claye now because I never really talk to him because before I had no excuse for not talking to him because he was in all my classes but now our classes have changed and he’s not in any of them so I never really see him…
I no like this other guy called Cameron he’s really really nice and is a family friend so my parents really trust him which is good. The other night I was talking to Cameron on msn and he said ‘Would you go out with me?’ and then claye signed in I was like oh no sooooo I was talking to claye and I said will you and me ever be together again or not? And he said I dunno…so I said what would you do if I went out with Cameron? And he sed ‘honestly I wouldn’t talk to you because I would be jealous and I don’t really like him that much’ I was like shit so I asked Cameron if I could think about it and he sed yes im meant to be telling him my answer today but I still don’t know…
I want to but I don’t want to loose my friendship with claye…. Please comment on what I should do…I really need your help???
It may be over but it won't stop there
I am here for you if you'd only care
You touched my heart you touched my soul
You changed my life and all my goals
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips and held your head
Shared your dreams and shared your bed
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take
And as you move on, remember me
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while
I know your fears and you know mine
We've had our doubts but now we're fine
And I love you, I swear that's true
I cannot live without you
umm yea dat was bout me n clay hehe
"I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)"
Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin
(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now
Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)
You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
Hmmmmmmmmmmm so today i had fun i went to cottesloe not sure how to spell it with some of the girls from my netball team to have a meeting about the new netball team...
and any we ate lunch at tropicanos and yea it was nice but our coach said we have to play eveyr position on the court i was like uh me play GA? no way i play C....
and our uniform is black and red and our team name is THEYRE HAWT ohh yea man and today it was freezing and she made us run laps up and down the beach but she wasnt watching so we all ran in the water ahahah kelc was in ther bra and undie snad so was jess it was so funny!!
Last night was the best night of my life…I had so much fun…it was my friends leaving party because she is moving to singapor next week and so she had a big alcoholic party…lol
I went with my two best friends Jess and Beky and we got in and not a lot of people were there I mean there was me, Beky, Jess, Amy, Leigh, Ebru, Tash, Emma, Bec, Taryn, Lewis, Bilson, Bello, Luke, Mikey, Josh, Ricky, Michael, Amanda, Lisa, Kelsey, Rocky, Stewart and some other people I can really remember..hehe..
So we got there and everyone was just talking and everyone slowly started drinking.. we had to wait until 9 when we got our drinks so I just started skulling them down I shared a 6 pick of UDLS with Jess so we got 3 each…
I grabbed ma first one and sat on ricky he pulled me bak and I was like fully leaning on him and he said ma ass was in his crotch hehe…
I then decided I couldn’t drink like that and so had my ass on josh and my legs on riky..i don’t know why but I wanted ricky that night…I then was really drunk because I had finished all 3 and had had nats crusier lol and I was walking around saying to everyone I love you…..and hugging people really randomly and I hugged beky n she feel over lol and then Kelsey kept saying something about I lost my eyes and I cant seem to find them and then she said its not raining ahahah really random so many guys grab my ass that night lol and I liked it jokes hehe..
And then we all sat down and I was sitting on mikey and everyone was like hook in I was like errr no way and luke kept saying to me oi hook me up with jess I was like yea 4 sure man and then luke undid my bra with one hand and did it back up with one hand I was like omg you champion lol and then when I was sitting on mikey he was really feeling me like my ass and my legs then I randomly said I can turn ma belly bar around and josh was like wowa that’s so cool and then he kept falling asleep this si josh by the way and so I had to keep touching his dik to make him stay awake and me n josh wer walking around holding each other…sam brown kissed me on the hea dnad the cheek!!
Two girls Emma and Ebru had a fight and emma ditched a smirnoff and ebru ditched one bak and I go to beky I am so close to picking that up right now ahahah…
I kept kissing ricky on the cheek randomly
Ricky picked me up randomly and I found out that I cannot dance when im drunk ahahah lol because I tried to but it didn’t work lol and then I was sitting down and I lent over and ricky goes wowa Anna you have really good tits I was like err I don’t have any and he goes errr yea you do and I like them lol
I had so much fun and at the start sam brown and mikey wer teasing me saying ‘was she even invited’ and I was and then sam goes im sorry and he kissed me on the cheek and gave me his drink I was wowa yea and I also scabbed mikeys green apple UDL so in the end I had 3 UDLS half of mikeys UDL Nats crusier, Sams emu bitter and mikeys jim bean…I had so much fun that night
And then it was time to go at like 12 and my cousin picked me up and she could tell I was really drunk and so she bought me hungry jacks and was laughing at me the whole time..
I got home and mum didn’t realise anything but I woke up today feeling weak as and I have a lump in my neck and I found bekys beads on my wrist hahaha…
Love
x X x..::AnZ::..x X x
i was bored and was having a bad day so i filled this out hehe
5 things that scare you:
(1) Losing my friends
(2) Losing Claye
(3) Having no hope
(4) Natural Disasters
(5) Moving somewhere I'm going to hate
5 things that make you laugh:
(1) my friends
(2) Jess x x x
(3) my dog
(4) random freaky people
(5) Channy-Fanny
5 things/people you love:
(1) Claye
(2) Beky
(3) Jess sheahan and Jess Neal
(4) Channy
(5) Lozza
5 things you don't love:
(1) Drugz
(2) Maddy Boland
(3) Vomiting
(4) Being kicked or hurted
(5)Emos and Goths
5 things you don't understand:
(1) Emos
(2) Gothicz
(3) Where all my money goes
(4) Why I am so helpless in love
(5) no one understands me ƒ¼
5 things on your desk:
(1) Glass of water
(2) Torch (hahaha random)
(3) Candles
(4) Newspaper
(5) Magazines
5 negative facts about you:
(1) People don¡¦t really understand me
(2) People think im annoying
(3) no boobz
(4) always in fights wif ma bf
(5) I am small ƒ¼
5 positive facts about you:
(1) umm nothing
(2) umm good fashion sense I hope
(3) have the best friends
(4) umm nothing
(5) um nothing agen
5 things you plan to do before you die:
(1) Have a baby
(2) Have sex
(3) have a threesome
(4) bungee jumping
(5) All the positions in the Kama Sutra
5 things you can do:
(1) um type
(2) um think
(3) turn ma belly bar around
(4) crak ma knuckles
(5) write sideways :s
5 Things You Can't Do:
(1) Kiss
(2) Play netball
(3) crak ma back
(4) pee in bushes
(5) drink more than 3 udls and not be drunk
Top 5 things that turn you on about your guy of choice:
(1) um sexual
(2) Excellent in the sack
(3) his stomach
(4) That he's the only one I want to be with
(5) His eyes
Top 5 things you say the most:
(1) lol
(2) Love ya
(3) Meh.
(4) Smug
(5) Dawg and G
Five things you're doing right now:
(1) Trying not to cry
(2) trying to take ma bf back
(3) trying to help jess with Beky
(4) trying to get ma pjz on
(5) typing this up!!!
ok so yesterday i was feelin heaps pissed because i found out something
my boyfriend fingered my worst enemy!!! thats right i was so pissed!!! and i also found out that it was 2 hours after i dump him but i didn't really dump him i was drunk with some mates and a girl goes im dumping him for you i was to shitfaced to realise what was going on.. so in the end he basically cheated on me!!
but i guess i dont care anymore becasue i spoke to the girl about it and she said she wouldn't really call that fingering!! i was like haha she said he just like felt around he never really inserted but he can think what he wants!! i was like haha suk shit now there is no fucking way i am letting him finger me now that i know where his hands have been!!! ewwww....
i guess i can be really confussing sometimes like not alot of people understand why i get so worked up over stupid little things like every single day i will have a fight with my boyfriend for some unknown reason like why didn't he come and see me today i guess i am obsessive in some way if i have things i kinda want them to be wiht me but oh well i guess im going to try and change that part of me..im a really mean person when i talk to Claye haha i just realised i say things to him like oh u fag but then to me thats playing around becasue me n him used to be great mates and then i think if he said that to me i would be upset lol .. im lost :S
So yeah tonight im going to my mates party thing im really going to miss her because she is moving to singapor even thought mum is really close friends with her mum she said that we can go and visit them yay!!
im gonna get all these pics of us together and give them to her lol ...
and today i'm home alone so i might see if sammy can come over because im bored and she has DVDs yay!!!
best be off ill write more later!!
Love x X x..::AnZ::..x X x
Hey
so today im justing staying at home because i just got my hair done and im going to visit ma grandad later because hes in hospital...
yesterday i had so much fun i slept over Jess's house adn then we caught the bus to the city and met up with Luke, Daniel and Ricky and stuff then we caught the train to harbour town and then got stuff then had to rush back because Luke had work and then we got macdonalds and walked round livingstone for a bit ti was soo fun lol..
Tonight i'm sleeping at Kadies and she said its really boring so im not really looking forward to it even though thats really mean lol i still love her
Well i best be off...
Love ya
..::AnZ::..
[x] iNFO [x]
- What color hair do you have? blonde
- What grade are you in? 9
- Are you taller then 5'0? Umm dunno
- Do you have blue eyes? nope
[x] FAVORiTES [x]
- Favorite Televison Show?mmm simple life
- Favorite color? pink
- Favorite food? chocolate
- Favorite resturant? sizzler
- Favorite clothing brand? supre
- Favorite music band or singer? Ashlee simpson
- Favorite season? Summer
- Favorite movie? thirteen
[x] FRiENDS [x]
- Your Best Friend? Jess and Beky
- Most Smartest? Jess Neal
- Most nicest? All of em
- Most girliest? Jess Sheahan
- Most smallest? Me!!!!
- Most tallest? Umm Kelsey and Lozza
- Most cutest? Beky
- Most coolest? Beky and Channy and Loz
[x] How many? [x]
- Pets do you have? 1 ma doggy
- Brothers/sisters do you have? 1 brother, Tom otherwise known as Boy
- How many friends do you have? Hmmm ALOT
- How many times have you seen "Without a Paddle"? hahah heaps I love that movie
- How many times have you pushed on a door that says pull? Mm I don’t count
- How many surveys have you took? too many
- How many days, hours, mintues, seconds, have you been on the computer? Umm don’t av a clu
- Basics -
:x: name = ..::AnZ::.. (Anna)
:x: piercings = 6, 5 in ears and belly
:x: tattoos = 0
:x: height = 157 cmz
:x: shoe size = 5
:x: hair color = blonde
:x: length = medium
:x: siblings = 1 bro
LAST..
:x: movie you rented = IT
:x: person you've called = Sam
:x: person that's called you = Jess
:x: tv show you've watched = Ready Steady Cook hahah that’s so sad
:x: person you were thinking of = Clayton
DO..
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes
:x: you think about suicide = sometimes
:x: you believe in online dating = sometimes
:x: you want more piercings? = yepp sure do
:x: you drink = mm YEAH
:x: you smoke = nope
:x: you like cleaning = sometimes, depends what kinda mood I'm in
:x: you like roller coasters = YEAH
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
:x: you carry a donor card = nope
FOR OR AGAINST..
:x: long distance relationships = for, if you can make it work go for it!
:x: using someone = against.
:x: killing people = against.
:x: teenage smoking = against
:x: premarital sex = for
FAVORITE..
:x: food = Chocolate and Lollipops
:x: sport = NETBALL
:x: drink = alcohol
:x: holiday = XMAS
HAVE YOU..
:x: ever cried over a guy = YEAH
:x: ever lied to someone = mm mayb?
:x: ever been in a fist fight = nope
:x: ever been arrested = nope
FAVORITE..
:x: disney movie = Little Mermaid
:x: scent = Paris Hilton
:x: nickname = ..::AnZ::..
:x: guy name = Seth
:x: girl name = Scout
:x: eye color = Brown
:x: flower = pink roses
:x: piercing = belly