..::pissed::..(♥)by sexcanz
Feeling: annoyed
ok so yesterday i was feelin heaps pissed because i found out something my boyfriend fingered my worst enemy!!! thats right i was so pissed!!! and i also found out that it was 2 hours after i dump him but i didn't really dump him i was drunk with some mates and a girl goes im dumping him for you i was to shitfaced to realise what was going on.. so in the end he basically cheated on me!! but i guess i dont care anymore becasue i spoke to the girl about it and she said she wouldn't really call that fingering!! i was like haha she said he just like felt around he never really inserted but he can think what he wants!! i was like haha suk shit now there is no fucking way i am letting him finger me now that i know where his hands have been!!! ewwww.... i guess i can be really confussing sometimes like not alot of people understand why i get so worked up over stupid little things like every single day i will have a fight with my boyfriend for some unknown reason like why didn't he come and see me today i guess i am obsessive in some way if i have things i kinda want them to be wiht me but oh well i guess im going to try and change that part of me..im a really mean person when i talk to Claye haha i just realised i say things to him like oh u fag but then to me thats playing around becasue me n him used to be great mates and then i think if he said that to me i would be upset lol .. im lost :S So yeah tonight im going to my mates party thing im really going to miss her because she is moving to singapor even thought mum is really close friends with her mum she said that we can go and visit them yay!! im gonna get all these pics of us together and give them to her lol ... and today i'm home alone so i might see if sammy can come over because im bored and she has DVDs yay!!! best be off ill write more later!! Love x X x..::AnZ::..x X x
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