by sexcanz
Listening to: Hawthorne Heights - Life on stanby
Feeling: alone
Ok………
So I was going out with this boy called Claye but I dumped him just recently because I am friendlier with him when im not going out with him and also he did something to my worst enemy so he basically cheated on me with her…
Anyway now that I don’t have him I want him back but the problem is that he wont take me back and a lot of his friends have been threatening him if he does go out with me but he said he still likes me a lot…
I’m kind of going off Claye now because I never really talk to him because before I had no excuse for not talking to him because he was in all my classes but now our classes have changed and he’s not in any of them so I never really see him…
I no like this other guy called Cameron he’s really really nice and is a family friend so my parents really trust him which is good. The other night I was talking to Cameron on msn and he said ‘Would you go out with me?’ and then claye signed in I was like oh no sooooo I was talking to claye and I said will you and me ever be together again or not? And he said I dunno…so I said what would you do if I went out with Cameron? And he sed ‘honestly I wouldn’t talk to you because I would be jealous and I don’t really like him that much’ I was like shit so I asked Cameron if I could think about it and he sed yes im meant to be telling him my answer today but I still don’t know…
I want to but I don’t want to loose my friendship with claye…. Please comment on what I should do…I really need your help???
love always *.:jess:.*