its so funny how things work out. I was reading some of the old entries and it feels like it was a lifetime ago. Before I went to knotts scary farm I had met another boy named Chris. He wanted to date me. I didn't know what to do. I felt bad for Tony. Bruce was long gone by then. I go up to cali and Tony and Chris are on my mind. I needed to know what was going on with Tony before I agreed to date Chris. I'm at Jesses ( the ex hubby) house in cali. Things are going great between us. We are talking and laughing. We end up having sex. Thoughts of the other guys are gone at this point. The next day we go to knotts and have a blast. I was a little jealous of this one girl. She had a major thing for Jesse. He paid attention to me all night though. So that made me feel better. Jesse and I were talking about getting back together. I didn't know. I loved him but i wasn't sure if I was ready for that again. I didn't hear from Chris that week. It probably was for the best. It gave me time to think. He called and I got so many sorrys. I guess he had been super busy and blah blah blah. We hung out. I was going to tell him about Jesse. He was talking about his daughter and all the drama his ex was putting him through. I didn't think it was the right time. I haven't heard from him since. I sent him an e-mail wishing him luck in life and all that. Jesse and I decide to get back together. So far its been great. I'm moving back to cali in the summer. the kids are excited. he is being so cute. I really missed him. More than I thought I had. I'm a little sad to leave me vegas friends but its going to be for the best. I can't wait.