My mom has this saying, "Shit hit the fan and I forgot to duck." I mean its litterly what she wants on her gravestone. The thing is its seems like I keep forgetting to duck recently. Like I really want to meet a guy thet I can just get along with right now. I guess I don't even want a relationship just somebody to talk to that isn't a complete idiot. It just seems like known of 'em are interesting right now. It's kinda pathetic cause really all they want is just to bang some girl whenever they can. And everytime you listen to them they're either talking about their dick (ie. i listened to that particular conv. last night) or they're trying to impress you with something. I'm not trying to say they're showing off for me because they think I'm hot or something but because I'm someone new that want put some idiotic show on for. Really why can't anyone be themselves? I'm really just frustrated with the maturity level of the people around me. Like one of my close friends was put in a really bad position by this guy and no one did anything to help except for the one person she didn't know, while her closest friends stood there and were to afraid to do anything. Once she told me what happened I was so pissed. They could have just stepped in and supported her and helped out. I know the guy enough that one comment about how stupid he was acting would have taken care of it. He would of been to emberassed to do anything else. I don't know a lot of times I just want to stay home cause it seems like everything on TV is probably ten times better. Things are just ridiculous here. Let's just hope that no more shit hits the fan anytime soon.