Im really just getting sick and tired of everybody. I find myself hardly wanting to spend time with my friends now, due to the fact that everyone is just pissing me off. I would love to just get out and leave...the country. Go somewhere where I don't have to put up with the crap and stress I put up with now. Sometimes I really think that everything is just never going to get better. Everything is just a pile of shit and will remain that way. Im just so tired. I really am scared something might happen. Just everything will careen deeper into the hole already there. *sighs* gosh, life sucks.