--Life sucks, in case you haven't noticed. Today was a sucky day, like many others, but it wasn't entirely sucky. So I don' know how I currently feel. I guess I'm just confused with everything. I have many mixed feelings about things, and I don't feel the same. I feel more thoughtful, more creative, and this isn't like me at all. I'm also being really bitchy about stuff. I am usually really hyper, now I'm just tired all the time. I don't even have fun online...which by the way is really creepy because I basically use the internet as my main source of enjoyment and contact with all the people I know. --The world really seems to be against me today. So far I almost threw up, was forced to drink the grossest lemonaid in the world (I can't belive we spent a quarter for such gross stuff...yet it was still good), I've been made fun of, got in trouble, got mad at my mom and dad, and well, I wrote this extremely long diary entry, expressed how I really felt for the first time. I mean, I put all of my emotions into it, and it didn't post. As I said, life sucks. Alot.