-- Man, I keep acting out scenarios in my head about having a fight with Molly. I keep saying things that I would really regret saying, so good thing I'm just imagining everything. I'm not sure if it's helping me get over my anger with her or just making it worse. It's not that I don't like her, I just don't like how she acts like a two year old and throws tantrums to get her way. I mean, she's sixteen and she's so much more fun when she acts her age.

--On another note, Samantha and Drew are dating. Now, this means one of two things: 1:Drew is just gets around and dates everybody.
2: There's something wrong with me because if Samantha can get a boyfriend, why can't I? It's not like I need a boyfriend, but I just notice that there are a lot of uggos [I'm not saying that Samantha is an uggo, I'm just saying that she doesn't seem like she would date Drew. I love Sam, I don't mean anything offensive by this] that can get boyfriends, and I don't think I'm an uggo. I also think I'm pretty interesting and funny, so I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I'm sounding pretty pretentious, but I hope I'm not. I honestly don't think that highly of myself, but I mean, I'm a good person and I just want to know what I'm doing wrong. Maybe it's because I don't put out? I mean, I probably would if people showed some sort of interest. Oh God, now I probably sound like a whore. [I'm really making myself sound like a douche.] --Okay, let's start over. People don't realy like me, but there's nothing horribly wrong with me, and maybe it has to do with the way I dress because I don't wear low cut things or skirts and I basically stick to shirts and pants. Or maybe I just seem uptight. Anyway, the point is, I'd like to know why nobody likes me.