Listening to: rufio - goodbye
Feeling: sane
I LIKE ASHLEY SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!! and i came online and shit and i talked to manda my bestestest friend. and i started talkin bout ashley and she said that there r three people who think im fuckin dumb for goin out with her cause they heard that she is goin out with me cause no one else will go out with her.i dont know what to beleive anymore so i think im gonna talk to her about it and see whats gonna happen. I HOPE ITS NOT TRUE! but yea this friday is fun night i dont think im gonna go to it. i think im just gonna go to rock solid and fuck around.
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!! I HOPE U FEEL THE SAME!!!
leave a note to a boy with cancer, give him hope, give him love. read his entries and understand him better. be a friend, be a nice person. he wants me to forget him so i won.t be sad when he dies, this is impossible. i want to make everything better but i can.t so i will do all i can to help make them better little by little.
thanks.
xo. jess