hey! OMG!! i fucked up sooo bad ashley found out that i tried weed! and it suxL:( and my friend told me that she said to him "who should I go out with" that got me really pissed but id say sumthin to her but she will kill me! i beleive people that she used cause she thinks im hot and i never beleived that until my friend told me what she said. and now my bestestest friend manda i fucked up with her 2. ok i went to a friends house on thursday and i said to manda i would hang out with her but i dint. and heres the reason why she wanted me to go to her house but i looked at pauls house before i went to joshes and i saw her in his house. so i dint go cause i prolly would never be able to leave pauls but hey i hope she still loves me like a bro!! LYLAS! MANDA!