Well Hi! Its been a while... to be honest i basically forgot about this diary...again...woops! so of course i decided to check up on it again when i realised it was still here...nothings changed ay...still the same old stuff. Its so sad...well i guess im so sad haha no comments for me! ahh it makes me laugh..but i spose i dont really care... if i get comments thats kool...if not then thats alright i still got to vent...and people might not think im a freak! woot! ahh well... School is almost over now, so the end of this chapter is nearing an end. A bit sad really, but I guess thats just how it is.. gotta take it as it comes. Well I spose I should be off...should study some more...I probably won't because Im so over it at this very moment...how's that 13 yrs of schooling all comes down to the end...the HSC and you can't be bothered to study! Doesnt seem like a very fair way to grade your whole schooling experience ay...but thats how it is...so just gotta do what they say! hahah alright now im sounding like a noob and im still talking shit...ok im really going now..haha dont miss me too much! Untill next time... Peace

woot woot woot Got a new keyboard! YES! so much better now...and the goodtimes keep on rollin' won netball like 52-18! yeah go us! hahaha so compared to before i must say things are looking up Winter is definitely here tho, its soo cold! But hey thats life! Now i just gotta think of something to do tonite and all will be good... i doubt that will happen but! hey heads up hopefully it will...anyways i cant really think of anything else to say at this present moment so i wont bore you with mindless shit...even tho i usually do! haha oh well...have a good one everyone! Peace

if.your.goin.to.read.my.diary.dont.leave.shitty.random.comments.such.as.this.(and.i.quote):"..." i.mean.please.at.least.come.up.with.something.a.bit.more.entertaining.then.that. that.is.all peace...

BLah Blah Blah...you all suck..Blah Blah Blah... i love you...Blah Blah Blah... I'm over it... Blah Blah Blah... I've had enough... Blah Blah Blah... give me space... Blah Blah Blah...SHUT UP! bye..

"I hate flying i said, thats what i said.. Sad sorry excuse just like everything that made her smile and everything i use i wont go back to the way it was cos im now huffing gas and sniffing paint to take away this buzz that i call you..." Well the O.C. saga that is my life just keeps on going... It's really not good when your on a complete high for unknown reasons experiencing awesome elation and someone just drags you down... especially by bringing up things from the past, and they don't even have the full story...so accusations are fired blindly...its just slightly annoying [note: sarcasm] and after being on that great high...the mood swing is enormous...just induces heightened feelings of anger and frustration...wanting to hit someone or something...its exasperating Usually i dont mind it when people speak their mind, its good, its healthy...but...I honestly hate it when people think they know exactly whats going on when they have no clue what so ever but still insist on being right, accusing and assuming away in their own little world...and another thing that just gets on my nerves... when those who speak their mind crack the shits when anyone else tries to... they can serve it out but can't take it, even though they know its the truth they just dont want to admit it... but i guess theres no changing people, so they can all f off for all i care... anyways...thats all for now i guess peace.

gday to you all... well not sure if it is a good day...maybe a mediocre day...so...med'day to you all...meh i dunno...gah homework is tiring...seems to be never ending...quite difficult to get on top of..but you know...maybe if i just keep toeing the line i'll get there...one day... so bummed out, was looking forward to going out tonite...initially it was shaynes...then that was cancelled...so then there was some talk of a bbq in the park...hey i was up for that...at least its something...then there was a party...so i was like yeah this will be kool! but no...it all got cancelled...so now here i am...at home sitting on my back side at the computer on a friday night...and earlier tonite i was doing homework...woot how very exciting is the life i lead...so effing boring...but you know...what can ya do! blah blah blah...i think im in another one of my weird moods...not angry or upset or anything...but kinda close to breaking point...dont know why...just a little agitated i guess...blah! oh well..im sure i'll get over it...do de do de do.. well yeh i dunno what else to write...so i guess i wont write anything else...GAY! peace

well hi! Must say i love this song...and my buddy who told me about it :D (he knows who he is)... Well the count down begins...4 days i think till school goes back...still much homework to be done...but thats alright i got through another chem sheet this morning (took up about 4 A4 pages) so im on a role!...kinda And not only is it 4 days till skool, but also 4 days till my bro is 23... =| seems soo old, quite strange actually...and whats even freakier...about 4 and a half months till im 18...gah! where have the years gone...haha im too immature to be 18...but oh well! And you know what that means... only 2 more terms of skool left...ever! After this no more skool for me...man im gonna miss it...but then there's uni! so thats ok. hmm I must say...life is like an OC eppisode..can get rather annoying...well not annoying...but confusing...GAH! oh well hopefully it will end soon...i dont even watch the show and it annoys me...sorry jaja but i cant say im a fan of it...even tho i havent watched it...i know you disagree lol but! i do agree seth (adam broadie is it?) is quite the looker...hah im a fag... well i dunno what to write anymore...so i'll leave it at that...so much to do so little time...catchya! Peace.

well hello hello, just a quick one to say...nothing really...just wasting time which i should be spending...either sleeping or homeworking...but you know shit happens! Well holidays a coming to an end...too quickly at that...dont want to go back just yet...but you know it has to be done... GAH bored! and tired but not...and dont know what to write...blah blah blah... hmm yeh well i guess i'll just stop there since i cant think of anything worth while to write...so...till next time...toorah! Peace..

Yeah what fun...I just thought hey havent checked my sit for a while...came to see if I had any comments...sign on...Thats right stuffed up again last time with another one of my long entries what just decided not to post...man that pisses me off.. "New years eve was as boring as heaven, I watched flies fuck on channel eleven. There was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink, except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink. Theres no ring, theres no ring, on the phone anymore, theres no reason to call I've passed out on the floor. Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisen dry..." (Alk3, Private Eye) Yeah...the entry that didnt make it was about how good my weekend was...I think and how much I love the established boys and how I'm gonna go see as many of their shows as I possibly can...blah blah blah...you know how it is. But yeh not in the mood for that enthusiastic, excited, whatever... Actually I cant really be bothered to write anything else...not in the mood for coming up with exciting shit to attempt to entertain you...cos I cbf at this present moment...so sorry if your disappointed...but I dont really care... Peace.

WOW its back on...last time i was using the net i went to write an entry annndddd... it wasnt working! im guessing sit was down...or my computer is gay...one of the two...but its ok! its all better now! haha last time i was going to write a random entry too..and was hoping for it to be some what interesting...eleborating on the pole dancing gangsta from the ghetto marching in the play ground...who will remain anonymous and i am sorry for writing it and thinking about writing an entry about this incident as it may be insulting to some...im sorry!! and i love you lots! well its exam week now isnt it! time to study study study! not sure if all the last minute cramming is doing much good at all...but suprisingly i am feeling a little confident if i may say so myself... usually i'd be all nah i failed for sure! but this time....i dunno...hoping i didnt fail...and thinking that i shouldnt have done that bad... and really not meaning to sound up myself... wow i use alot of elipses... haha i did it again! oh no! lol oh well hey special note to jaja: haha your a noob lol thank you for your comments...your probably the one of the only people that reads my diary regulary...apart from bart! hehe both of you are rad haha thank you for making me feel like i have friends by commenting in my otherwise commentless diary! hahah oh im a fag! anyways must be back to the assignment that we got given in our NON ASSESSMENT PERIOD! freakin noobs its called a non assessment period for a reason.. but oh well enough bitching about that... PEACE OUT!

Ah the pain is annoying!! enabling me from doing work...how dare it! haha quick joke...from russel peters i think :S...oh well here goes...what do you call a half french half greek...a FREEK! hahah oh it hurts to laugh but its still funny... Hurry up and get the net back jaja!! I miss you!! yes i know i see you every day at school...but its not the same!! I'm gettin comment withdrawls...lol oh im a loser...but hurry up and come back!! haha so then i can comment with you about how funny double chem was today... POT hahaha im sorry i wont say it again i know your a good girl!! :D but how funny was it...its humerous when people get frustrated...teehee... GAH i really shouldnt be up now i should be sleeping!! But i had this odd urge to write an entry...damn you influencing me! you influencer you! haha you know who you are! Anyways as i usually say enough of my shit! until my next crap-filled entry! CHOWZIT! peace..

yes i am amazed...because jaja is amazing... hahaha oh gosh nah but i am amazed...at a few things...and no i dont mean jaja is amazing in that way...no homo stuff going on here! haha I must admit my nerdiness is beginning to shine! yes this is my first time to nerds anonymous, I am a physics nerd. By saying that i'm not saying that im smart... but just that i enjoy doing what i do... I love to learn...im a sponge! teehee sponge bob square pants! but anyways...back to what i was saying...i am amazed...haha shit im a fag...but yesh i just feel i have to let the world know i have a great deal of admiration for many various people, and today i discovered my admiration for Nikola Tesla...what a genius...its people like these that diserve nobel prizes...and the greedy Mr. Edison didn't want to share so it seems they both missed out...but seriously how could someone come up with something like the polyphase system for generating electricity...its truely amazing...in all sense of the word! But enough talk about my physics work...Gah next week exams start...already half way through yr 12...so freaky...only about 5 and a half months till im 18...freakier! But oh well thats life...and we're living it! Just can't wait to get out of here and travel...even if its just for a little while..just to see all the family...ah wouldnt it be lovely! but for now time to snap back to reality...so much to do...so little time! so back to my little sphere of phsysics..and until next time... TOORAH! peace

Thank you bart!! your the bestest (even though you say your not)... i wont say sorry anymore...thanks for listening to my shit though...your a champ...LUV U LOTS! no more sad and grumy-ness :)

4. Westinghouse vs. Edison... Thomas Edison (1847-1931) a well-known inventor, used DC for his generators, ran the Edison Electric Company. His DC generators however could only supply electricity to areas a few kilometres away as power losses were so great. He tried to reduce the loss of power by using thick copper cables i.e. less resistance…George Westinghouse (1846-1914) purchased patents for Tesla’s (AC) generators and motors after seeing the advantage of this type of power supply… Edison was threatened by this, as he saw that the AC power could be more efficient and thus could damage his business…Edison then tried to sway people away from using Westinghouse’s AC power supply by making it out to be an extremely dangerous power source…he did this by performing public electrocutions of live stock ... Wow hows that for ya... i must say i am a bit of a nerd...i love my physics (don't take what i write as absolutly correct tho..that was just my recalling what we've already learnt...i could be lieing...not intentionally tho)...but at the moment im really not motivated to do this assignment... probably isnt even that hard...but its just the thought of actually having to sit down here and concerntrate...not sure if i can do that right now. Ever had thats feeling your not quite here or there? Like your in a netherland...kinda feeling a bit like that now i guess...not sure why...its quite odd really...possibly just worn out...physically and mentally... people arent wrong when they say the HSC year is draining...but oh well its all good...just need to find some time out...like right now i guess...this is pretty kool sitting here listenin to my music (Metallica- fuel at this present moment) and writing about shit all...not all that mentally straining...I LOVE IT! Ahh alkaline trio...brings back memories of the 11th march...what an awesome night!! I dont think i ended up writing a proper entry about it after that huge one deleted itself...best night ever...oh and i just might add here...IT WAS ME THAT MATT BLEW THE KISS TO BART!! ahh i dont think i'v ever been so giddy i was gobsmacked! he looked up to where we were...i blew him a kiss...i swear he was looking at me right in the eye and then while playing he blew on right back at me! Most memorable moment in my life so far...i think...well one of the most prominant...LOVE YOU MATT!!! "I had time to kill, its dead and buried!" (alk3-time to waste...i suggest you listen to it...great song...just like every other alk3 song! :D) Gah dont you just hate it when random techno songs come up...there will be a great song like the one previously mentioned...then up pops some doof doof shit...ruins the moment...one bad thing about putting your play list on random..but its ok the problem has been rectified...now playing: ACDC- TNT ohh theres a great story behind that song...another good party at gaida's! such a champ he is...hahah JaJa you remember that one! "TNT its dynamite!" hahah sorry personal joke...but yeh! Well...presently im contemplating whether or not its worth sneaking out...or if i'll even be able to do it...can't stand this place at times!! GRR! oh well..im sure i'll figure out something..anyways...enough of my bullshitting about nothing ...untill next time SO LONG SUCKERS! peace.

wow how pretty does my diary look now! Big round of applause to JAJA!! woooot! *the crowd goes wild* your a champ jaja dunno what i'd do with out ya...aww im suddenly in an 'i love my friends so much' mood so just have to publicly annouce that i love you all and you are what keeps me sane...thats if you can actually call me sane... anyways had an awesome day chillin out with one of my best buds...gonna be mates forever!! luv ya dude...and we have to get jobs!! then we can travel...maybe if we are permitted...anyways im tired i have skool tomorrow and this is distracting me from my physics assign...and talkin to my buds who are on right now...but then they're meant to be studying so maybe its a good thing...anyways...must be off...unfortunately to late to read scar tissue tonite :( so sad...best book ever...i suggest you all read it! but yeh im really going now! so enough of my bullshit! TOO RAH! P.S. the chick is me bart!! yeh I'm kissin Matt!! :D

haha yes second time tonite i know but meh...just have to say anger has gone...i dont really care that i deleted that whole big thing by accident any more...and yes i forgive you bart!! Its all good! But I love Mr Matt Skiba more k? :D lol well thats enough of me once more peace.

OMG! I hate you so much right now! stupid diary bullshit delete my entry that only took me like the last hour!!! GRRR not happy jan! and i was actually rather happy with that entry....gah! this shit happens to me oh too often...screw you all i cant be bothere to type that much again...its over! the urge has surpassed ...so pissed off...so much time and effort and this is how you repay me! *shakes head* pissed off now go away i hate you internet diary blah poo bum fart anus licker stinky breathed sycophant!

well its been a while! i forgot that i actually had this diary for quite a while... must say i prefer to write things by hand rather then type them up for everyone to see! could call me old fashioned i guess but oh well i never quite got the hang of writing well typing on this...and it makes it particulary hard when you forget what the website is...ah well i guess thats just me...wow why is the world so gay at times... guys who would want one...parents pretty much suck balls...terrorists need a kick to the head...and remember everyone drugs are bad mmmk...ah well i never know what to write on this so i guess that will do, dont want to give away too much do we!...oh im so gay...but yeh...i'll leave you with a song...well part of one... "its about time that i came clean with you im no longer fine and far from running smooth i thought that i found myself onto something new one more line i repear over and over again 'til im blue in the face with a choking regret as i talk in circles 'round you on my bed cant say i blamed you one bit when you kept it all inside when you left that night." the good old trio gotta love em...so yeh goodbye...but probably not forever peace.

hello there whoevers reading...haha woot first time user here! JERMAINE MADE ME DO IT! haha he actually forced me to...shes rather forceful :P hehe just jokin jermal i luv ya! but yeh she made my page for me cos she knows how lazy i can be!... and yeh im rather bored at the moment and my brother bit my injection arm not that long ago so that was a bit painfull...IM GOING TO 2 FORMALS hahahaha yeh i was a bit excited about that so i thoguht i should just let you all know about it...you prolly dont really give a shit but you know what?...i dont care =D...hmm anyways i think thats about all i have to say now..oh except i have a blister on my toe and i like tim tams..do you? :P so yes..untill next time too-rah! PS. anyone know what catatonic means? it sounds like a cocktail to me!

haha i dont noe wat the word means.. this is jermaine [jermanny] im making aisha's diary pretty at the moment...and yesh im going to let her write now... bye byes luv jermaine [jermanny]