"I hate flying i said, thats what i said.. Sad sorry excuse just like everything that made her smile and everything i use i wont go back to the way it was cos im now huffing gas and sniffing paint to take away this buzz that i call you..." Well the O.C. saga that is my life just keeps on going... It's really not good when your on a complete high for unknown reasons experiencing awesome elation and someone just drags you down... especially by bringing up things from the past, and they don't even have the full story...so accusations are fired blindly...its just slightly annoying [note: sarcasm] and after being on that great high...the mood swing is enormous...just induces heightened feelings of anger and frustration...wanting to hit someone or something...its exasperating Usually i dont mind it when people speak their mind, its good, its healthy...but...I honestly hate it when people think they know exactly whats going on when they have no clue what so ever but still insist on being right, accusing and assuming away in their own little world...and another thing that just gets on my nerves... when those who speak their mind crack the shits when anyone else tries to... they can serve it out but can't take it, even though they know its the truth they just dont want to admit it... but i guess theres no changing people, so they can all f off for all i care... anyways...thats all for now i guess peace.