m worried for a friend she likes this guy this guy "likes" her or so he tells her? i was with him 24/7 for 12 days baisically TITS and i figured him out figured out who he was what he believe in he doesnt believe in relationships. he is looking for an easy fuck and she is looking for something more. she doesnt see what he's like she hasnt heard the things hes said how he bragged about his sex life and the girls he's laid or made out with or when he got his first blow job again, hes looking for an easy fuck but shes not she's gonna end up learning the hard way as three of her best friends have warned her of him told her what hes after yet she still insists the situation is different shes going to end up hurt cuz he's going to end up leaving her after he gets what he wants or he'll keep her around to play with her toy with her but she'll still end up hurt in the end she looses either way unless she opens her eyes...

a song fits me perfectly right now... "you will never know, what its like to be me" i have a lot in my life youd think id be happy i have many friends sweet boyfriend family (to a point) but im still so alone so alone smiling isnt the easiest half the time my friends are all off together having fun writing notes making t-shirts im by myself why do i feel so alone my boyfriend makes me smile thats good he means a lot to me my friends... well, when my friends are actually with me its fun i dont feel alone then sometimes im inivisible teacher was doing attendance today called out asking if anyone had seen me i was sitting right next to him maybe i am invisible? that would explain a hell of a lot my unhappiness leads to a lack of enthusiasm lack of motivation maybe thats why my marks are slipping? i wish i didnt feel this way i wish i was truly happy from inside all the time not just when im around certain people *sigh* whats more to say i feel alone i am alone :(

It all started on new years Called my best friend to wish her happy new years She put this guy on the phone. He was drunk off his mind but I had a little chat with him. Hes sooo funny, and really sweet. However, now everyone wants to plan this date night thing. Its four guys, four girls. thing is, all the girls are interested in one of the guys, and vice versa. Two of em are even dating. everyone has someone they like from the other group that likes them back They’ve all met each other, hung out a bunch of times together, and even got drunk together. Ive never met this new guy They want to set us up tho I don’t think hes hot, but he is really sweet and funny too But still. I was talking to my best friend on msn and shes like “well u guys can share a couch at my house when were watching movies, if you want to cuddle.” im like, WHAT? Never met the kid yet, and u want me to go all cutesy and cuddle up with him?? I feel like im loosing them, two of the girls (one being my best friend, the other a long time/really good friend), because theyre always with the country guys now, theyre busy with their couples. If I go out with the new guy, then I can go hang out with all of them too, and not feel like a 7th wheel. But is it worth it? I feel pressured too, cuz I don’t wanna loose the girls. But I don’t think I really like the new guy that much right now, in that way at least, to start dating him. And the girls are so gung ho on me meeting him, and setting me up with him. Theyre so excited because they think that we’ll start dating, and then everyone can hang out together. I don’t have the heart to tell em that I probably wouldn’t end up dating the new guy, least not in the immediate future. Its hopeless :( what do i do?

what do you do when you realize you're not good enough to accomplish your dreams. your desires. your needs. your wants? what do you do when you realize its all just a lost cause?

moms pissing me off again cant wait till im free from this place its hell on earth my hell she says my rooms messy so she takes away my keys takes away my freedom point being is that my room isnt messy if i have one thing outve place from what she thinks my room should look like, its considered messy and my rooms fucking clean right now i sware she must be some distant relative of hitler himself shes a fuckin natzi at everything my dad was going to smittys tonite at 8:30, for wing night i wanted to go to Kristinas house but "my room was messy so i wasnt allowed the car" mother siad shed drop me off at 8:30 when she was on her way to drop off my dad, then pick me up at 12:00 when she went to pick my dad up i asked her "why dont i just drop dad off at 8:30, then pick him up for 12?" but mrs.natzi (middle name bitch) says shed rather spend her time driving us around, so i dont get the car what a fucking bitch everyone i know has the most amazing mom ever how come im not so lucky? i can easily name 5 mothers who are the coolest, greatest moms ever. but again, i cant get that lucky. and its not as if im just saying this all my friends hate my mom too theyre helping me plan my escape my escape from this hell

i hate guys so much and i hate him hes suck an ass why the fuck do i still care about him he does nothing anymore except hurt me i dont get why i still care possibly cuz hes my first love he was so nice back then now hes become an ass why does he do this shit? fuck, make plans with someone and keep them dont call them off an hour and a half before they were to start all cuz u wanna play fucking hockey with friends meanwhile we planned to get together yesterday bastard 7 months after we broke up and hes still breaking my heart i cant believe him im so mad so hurt im stupid to think that he could be nice anymore stupid to believe all the things he promised me 7 months ago im just stupid

its like everyone has someone, but yet ive got noone being alone hurts everyone else is happy except me i just want to be happy i just want to be loved if im so fun and beautiful and caring and funny as everyone always says, how come im alone? i guess everyone else just lies lie to make me feel better, to save me from being sad i just want to be loved again like i was a year ago my was i ever happy then but happiness fades...