a song fits me perfectly right now... "you will never know, what its like to be me" i have a lot in my life youd think id be happy i have many friends sweet boyfriend family (to a point) but im still so alone so alone smiling isnt the easiest half the time my friends are all off together having fun writing notes making t-shirts im by myself why do i feel so alone my boyfriend makes me smile thats good he means a lot to me my friends... well, when my friends are actually with me its fun i dont feel alone then sometimes im inivisible teacher was doing attendance today called out asking if anyone had seen me i was sitting right next to him maybe i am invisible? that would explain a hell of a lot my unhappiness leads to a lack of enthusiasm lack of motivation maybe thats why my marks are slipping? i wish i didnt feel this way i wish i was truly happy from inside all the time not just when im around certain people *sigh* whats more to say i feel alone i am alone :(