hey! of course i havent written in like a month.. first of all:: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOLLY!! :) lets see whats happened lately.. nothin really... ~i hurt my knee in a soccer game a few weeks (it hurts everytime i run) and havent run cross country (except for one meet, which i took 4 advil b4 i ran, so i didnt feel a thing! haha but never take 4 advil.. it seriously like makes you numb.. its kinda scary) so anyways i havent run cross country in TWO weeks and i havent gone to soccer in a week. like seriously it has ruined my life for about two weeks. i sware ive put on like 10 pounds (from the lack of exercise) haha but im gonna start running again tomorrow.. even if it does hurt) ~yesterday i went to the carolina game. it was pretty good. i hung out with a bunch of diff ppl, but overall it was pretty good.. some parts more than others lol ~TODAY: went to california dreaming for mollys bday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOLLY!) and then we all went to the greek festival where sam got asked ot be on the news and i went on there with her b/c she was so nice and asked if i could be on it too, thanks sam! :) anyways all we said was Hey Reg, im sam and im sarah we're at the greek festival ands its kinda nasty out, is the weather gonna get any better this week? haha but it doesnt matter.. we're still gona be on there! and then we got baklavah (sp?) wow that was good! today was fun well im gonna go watch the news to look for me & sam! MUCH LOVE ♥ ♥

HEYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! well, once again its been FOREVER since i updated! i've just been EXTREMELY busy with school, cross country, & soccer. lets see whats happened since i last updated:: ->school started. i like being a sophomore better than a freshman for sure. it was great getting to see everybody again. i miss my leslie & my niki like crazy :(, but im gettin closer to other people now so thats good. ->me & jonathan broke up. we dated exactly one month. he was like my first REAL boyfriend so he'll prolly always be special to me. but we still talk so its all cool. i mean i miss him as a boyfriend but if all we can be is friends then i'd rather have that than nothing ->we won our first cross country meet! (well the girls came in 1st and guys in 2nd) and i came in 3rd out of the CN girls & 7th out of all the girls in the meet. ->i got my haircut! yessssss! i like it! its alot shorter than it was but its NOT short.. its like medium. i miss my long hair but i like this too. i can blowdry it in SIX MINUTES! ahh how awesome is that. i kinda got lil side-bangs cut too but u can see them really unless i put my hair up ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i just got back from a soccer tournament in charlotte with my club team. ok so we lost all our games and had to play in the consolation bracket but thats ok. i had a GREAT time! i absolutely love the girls on my team and can't wait to get to kno them better! they are all sooo sweet and funny and gorgeous and just love them lol. this season deff. will be lots of fun! while i was there i also went shopping & bought a skirt from hollister, a brown polo from abercrombie & two pairs of earrings tomorrow i leave for camp greenville with student council! ahhh im so excited! dude it was soo much fun last year! last year i didnt go on the ropes course.. but I WILL this year! i also get to miss three days of school which makes everything so much better! lol ok well i need to go pack & eat dinner & stuff i love you! ♥

hello. yesterday was orientation. oh boy that was FUN.. not. i had to be there at 7:30 in the freakin morning to help out with the 9th grade orientation. i held doors open & greeted people with garrett hall (im not complaining about that one lol). after that i went into the cafeteria & listened to all the boring speeches and cut parking space slips for mrs. henry. then katie motto came over & we talked for a lil bit. then when the 9th grade orientation was over, i went over to jordan's house & freshened up & stuff. im in love with her straightner lol she said it was $50 but i think i might buy it.. it worked so good! after that we walked over to our orientation. it was so good to get to see everybody again. but it sucked having to listen to the SAME speeches that i had to listen to earlier that morning. oh yeh.. we have a bunch of new gay rules. like instead of a gum fine, you get a gum fine AND a detention. and its not only for gum, its for any kind of drink.. even water! so yeh i pretty much love cardinal newman more than ever.. NOT. but anyways we got our locker assignments.. i got a top locker! woop woop! im happy cuz i was stuck with a bottom one last time.. yuck. but anyways my locker is right by ashlee, jamie, palmer, & mayb some more people but im not sure. i DONT have mr turner for religion.. yessss! well overall i think this year is acctually gonna be a pretty good one! (at least i hope so) today im goin shopping! fun fun! and tomorrow im hanging out with jonny boy.. yay! and then sunday i have some soccer thing to go to. i love the girls on my team, they're all really nice :) well thats all for now. mucho love

alrite heres an update since i wrote last-- saturday i don't really remember exactly what i did saturday. the only thing i remember is that night i went over to jonathan's for a while which was nice b/c i hadnt seen him in a week. but i better get used to that feeling now that school is starting. sundayCAROWINDS! yay! i went with my parents, my nephew, & jonathan. my parents took my nephew on all the kiddie rides & to the waterpark while me and jonathan did whatever we wanted to. it was fun. we went on almost all the roller coasters except the ones with really long lines. and we BUNGEE JUMPED!! wow how awesome is that? i was scared out of my mind and couldnt've done it alone. we didnt even have enough money, we were like $2 short but the lady let us do it anyways. but omg, it was so scary but such an adreneline rush. overall the day was pretty good monday monday was yesterday. i had cross country practice. yay... not. lol. it was alright, but i definitely shouldve done more running over the summer cuz i totally sucked. but oh well.. it just cross country. i came home and watched a movie called the upside of anger. my mom rented it and it was alrite but i didnt finish watchin it cuz i got bored of it. in the movie there was a woman with four daughters and three of them had normal names like emily & stuff but the youngest ones name was popeye. who names their kid popeye?? yeh thats just weird. today well today has been pretty boring so far. later i have cross country practice from 3:30-4:45 and then soccer from 7:15 to 8:45. tonight the girls are goin to dinner at ocharleys and stuff and i cant go b/c of stupid soccer. im really bummed about that cuz i REALLY wanna see everybody like so bad. : so that sucks. but ill see them thursday so ill live. its just ive really not seen anyone in over a month (well i spent the night at nikis one time but besides that i havent seen any1 since the lake in june!!) well i need to go shower & stuff. later lovers ♥

i get to hang out with jonathan tonight! yay! i havent seen him in a week so this is very exciting for me!! :) YAY!

hey there wow, im updating AGAIN! anyways lets see... yesterday was friday.. hmm i didnt do anything too exciting. i did summer reading woohoo im now on page 300 of the good earth so only 50 more pages left! its actually nto that bad anyways. and i also ordered a new book bag from llbean. its that kind that everyone has .. i got it in red (like nikis bookbag) and it says "Sarah" instead of my initials b/c my initials are "SER" and i dont like them lol. but really besides that i didnt do much yesterday today im goin shopping.. yay! and then my nephew is coming over. and then i might do somethin with jonathan if he ever calls me back. haha boys are stupid but ya gotta love them well thats all... tomorrow im going to CAROWINDS!! yay! thats all for now oh by the way, me & molly have B.O.D.S.! (haha molly) much love ♥

hey! im acctually updating not a month later! lol go me! i've had a GREAT day and i dont even know why lol i havent done anything exciting its just been really good! tonight soccer practice was kinda embarrasing cuz he told everybody i was team captain so i just kinda acted like it was no bid deal. i mean i dont really think its a big deal anyways. omg, sunday i am going to CAROWINDS!!! yay!! im brining jonathan with me! yay! i think our group of girls should take a trip up to carowinds one day tho, thatd be lots of fun! well im gonna go take a shower now. sorry theres nothing exciting to tell you :/ oh, i MIGHT get a new cell phone & acctually get on a real plan instead of prepaid cuz this one im on right now sucks major balls mucho love ♥ ♥

wow. i havent updated in forever and ever and ever. hmm where to start? school starts in less than 2 weeks! its really scary how fast this summer has flown. i dunno it hasnt exactly been the best of summers so im kinda lookin forward to goin back to school just to see everybody everyday. the only thing that sucks about going back to school is waking up early, homework, and not being able to just do watever i want whenever i want. i havent gotten to really hang out with any of my friends much this summer which really sucks. i miss everybody soooo much which is why i kinda want school to start back. the only thing really exciting thats happened to me lately would be that i started dating a guy named jonathan from chapin. he's really great & i adore him but im sure that you prolly dont wanna hear about him lol. its gonna suck only gettin to see him on weekend though when school starts : well tonight after my soccer practice for csc my coach says to me, "I want to challenge you. but i also want you to challenege the others. thats why im gonna make you a captain. im gonna have 2 or 3 captains this year and i think i have one other person in mind but im gonna let the team bvote on the third one. anyways right now i think you're the #1 player on the team... (there was more but it wasnt improtant lol)" anyways this made me really happy :) cuz stuff like thats always nice to hear lol

hey there i just got back from furman. hmm. it was ok. definitely not as fun as the years b4 but thats ok. i got a pretty good evaluation from our coach scott.. omg omg omg he was SOOOOO HOT.. like PERFECT.. ahhh.. prolly the best part of furman hehe.. but anyways he gave me a list of stuff to work on in the evalulation so thats nice. i got my schedule.. yeah thats kinda scary...this summer has been goin by really fast.. but i havent gotten to see ppl much but anyways here it is:: 1st - Physics H 2nd - Theology 3rd - Sociology 4th - French 5th - Algebra H 6th - English H 7th - Computer well just tell me if u have ne classes with me :) thats all for now... much love ♥

ok so its july 3rd, liek two days b4 furman. usually at this time im like SOOO excited to go that i can hardly wait.. but not this year... wow, i really don't want to go to. and thats sad b/c i really usually love furman. like now nobody from my grade is going & i dont have a roomate anymore. im like really scared about it. i hate being in situations where theres nobody i kno really really good, because it makes me really uncomfortable. plus i dont wanna stay in a room by myself. walk to breakfast & everything by myself. have no1 to hang out with during breaks. i seriously might cry.. id rather just not go now, but i have to since we payed $500 for it... but omg i am like so nervous about it. ahhhhhh. i dont even wanna go :( okkk, now i that i got that out, i decided im just gonna suck it up. i mean there will be cardinal newman ppl there, its not like ill be alone. i'll just have to make the best of it. i need to get over my shyness anyways so hopefully this will help. im gonna make the best of it & have a good time. ok i feel better now :)

stolen from leslie & niki....who are prolly off having sex in lousianna ;) hehe jk girls! Last TV show watched: strip search on vh1.. nice show.. its a bunch of shirtless guys :) Last Item Bought: RAINBOWS! my new love ♥ Last time showered: this morning Last shoes worn: my rainbows hehe Last CD played: my newest mix cd Last annoyance: my lack of will-power on my diet Last disappointment: ^the same as above Last soda drank: diet sprite Last thing written: diet sprite Last key used: e Last word(s): umm i dont remember lol Last sleep: last night/this morning Last IM: palmer Last Store Shopped at: the place where i got my rainbows.. so random shoe place.. i dont even remember the name Last ice cream eaten: a klondike bar :( yikes i've really gotten off my diet BAD Last time amused: umm prolly when i was watchin TV Last time u loved someone: i love my family & friends & my doggy tippy (but not my cat as yall know i abuse her lol) Last time hugged: yesterday Last time scolded: today.. i get yelled at every day Last shirt worn: a furman shirt im wearing right now Last class attended: june 3rd.. hell yeah no classes for a long time!! Last poster looked at: i dunno i dont have any posters in my room.. tho i was thinkin about getting one of those abercrombie posters with a hot shirtless guy on it lol Last webpage visited: this one This or that... Nice smiles or nice eyes? :: both would be nice but if i have to choose then eyes Jeans or skirts? :: skirts Boots or sneakers? :: sneakers Natural or make-up? :: well i wish i was comfortable enough with myself to wear makeup but im not, so makeup Restaurants or fast food? :: restaurants Italian food or Chinese? :: Chinesee Dark or light eyes? :: i love blue-ish/green-ish eyes but im not that picky so i dont care Shakespeare or Greek mythology? :: wat kinda question is this... but umm ill go with the greek mythology Shakes or floats? :: shakes Football or cheerleading? :: football b/c its fun to watch (when i acctually watch it lol, most the time i get distracted tho) Cake or pie? :: cake How... Do you want to die? :: don't really WANT to die, but if i have to then something peaceful Much time do you take to get dressed:: to acctually get dressed not much.. but to acctually get ready that requires a bit more time (but not 2 hours like niki always thinks it takes me lol) Do you like your life? :: umm the past month or two ive kinda been in a bad rut... like my attitude & stuff but im getting out of that so yeah besides that i love my life.. i have AWESOME friends, family, soccer, good grades.. yeh id say its pretty great :) How well do most people know you? :: depends on who they are Often do you smile? :: everyday Do you.. Dance? :: not really.. im the person who stands there while every1 else is dancing lol Laugh a lot? :: yes.. especially with my friends... one time at furman last year one night me les niki & sam laughed for like 20 minutes straight about nothing, we just laughed lol Like spicy food? :: yes mam Prefer bagels over yogurt? :: nope i love my yogurt Have a crush:: no im done with boys for a while Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? :: nope Believe in fortune cookies? :: haha yes i love fortune cookies Believe in life after love? :: yes (haha this is the song bart sang to lori at lpt!) Believe that anything is possible? :: if u set ur mind to it :) Believe that everyone has a purpose in life? :: yup Know what yours is? :: nope Describe... Your usual outfit :: just around the house- tshirt & sofees ... goin out- skirt & polo/nice shirt Your perfect day :: hmm having fun with my friends Your hair :: medium brown.. kinda long but not as long as it was b4 (if u kno how long it was b4) Your eyes :: dark brown What you'd like to change about yourself :: my weight, id like to be a nicer person.. sometimes i dont always make the nicest of comments (lol niki & leslie kno wat im talkin about), and id like to try to be a better friend What... Is your weakness? :: sweets Are your fears? :: sharks, spiders, snakes, heights, the dark, ghosts, & im kinda paranoid (but i dont kno if thats a fear) what does your perfect pizza consist of?:: cheese & pepperoni Is one thing you would like to achieve? :: being an overall better person.. a nicer, happier, friendlier person & a better friend Who... Is the one person who makes you laugh the most? :: my CRAZY friends :) Makes you cry the most? :: myself lol Really annoys you? :: ^same as above Could you not live without? :: amily/friends Doesn't like you though you like him/her?:: yeh i hope nobody! ((Spell your name backwards:)) haraS htebazilE fooR ((How old?)) 15 ((Where do you live?)) chapin south carolina baby! DESCRIBE YOUR: Hairbrush: black & green, big & square at top Toothbrush: silver & purple Jewelry worn daily: my pink hope faith & love bracelet (well acctually its leslie's but i stole it from her) Pillow cover: its crazy but cute, i cant even describe it Blanket: pink with green frogs lol & its fuzzy fleece Sunglasses: i dont like mine, i think im gonna get some new ones Shoes: my rainbows.. did i mention i LOVE them? :) CD in stereo right now: mix cd Tattoos: they cover my entire body... i cant tell where one begins & the next ends!.. no im jk Piercings: lip, eyebrows, nose, tounge, nipples.... once again JK!! only my ears.. What you are wearing now: rainbows, grey shorts, furman tshirt Hair: up in a messy bun sorta thing Makeup: mascara/eyeliner In my mouth: something that sho bubble gum Wishing: monday the 27th! After this: mayb gettin on the treadmill Person you wish you could see right now: friends who i havent seen in a while next to you: my bed Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months: kelleys lake house with the girlies!! & FURMAN! Do you believe in love: yes Do you believe in soul mates: umm i dont really kno.. mayb? Do you believe in love at first sight? in a way.. but i think thats kinda shallow (which ive been trying to work on being less of) Who is your worst enemy? big bertha (haha dont ask) If you could have any animal for a pet: a meerkat, those things are adorable! What is the latest you've ever stayed up: all night Can you eat with chopsticks: nope not really

ok dont u jus HATE when u write a REALLLLLY long entry & ur all proud of urself for finally finishing it & then u click the "save" button & it just . haha that just happened and i dont think i can write it again right now, but i shall tomorrow mucho love ♥

well well.. i finally got around to writing this entry. it seems like theres somethin that keeps me from writing more than once a month lol. anyways schools out for summer now (yay!!). this freshman year went by soo fast.. yet it seems all the stuff that happened was soo long ago like carolina games and stuff.. all that stuff seems like it was like 3 years ago. overall freshman year was ok. good things happened but bad things happened too. theres some things i wish i could go back to and jus do over & over again lol b/c i miss 'em. but then theres other things i wish i could go back & ERASE. but hey that cant happen. so u learn from ur mistakes and life goes on. unlike alot of my friends i dont have an incredibly busy summer or anything. the only definite thing i have planned is Furman soccer camp (gotta love it!). besides that i pretty much jus go day by day lol well thats all i can really think of for now... ill write soon much love Y #entry_table {border:8px dashed;border-color:#9900FF}

i know its been forever and i really need to update.. so i promise one's coming much love

its been over a month since ive updated (sorry!) ive been busy lately anyways everything is goin rly good lately and school gets out in a little over a month so im really happy about that! today we went to the zoo for school. haha i acctually had a really good time :) it was rly hot out and we had to wear our uniforms so everyone was staring but besides that it was a great day i dont really know what else to write about now, but im gonna try to write again soon (but i cant make any promises!) much love!

hey. this is my new & improved diary. i kinda like it but will prolly change it soon b/c i dont totally love it. sorry it's been so long since ive updated. ive been really busy w/ soccer & everything.. speaking of soccer- we have a 3-0 record! yeah! nothing tooo super exciting has happened in the past month. some good stuff has happened for me & some bad stuff too but id rather not write about it- maybe in a private entry (sorry haha) anyways tonight im goin to dinner with the girlies & then they are coming back to my house to spend the night (for a very late celebration of my birthday lol) so im very excited about that. :) thats all i have for now, but i promise ill try to update more often. much love :)

hey yall.. its seriously been like forever since i updated! i promise ill be updating really soon! along with a new layout for my dairy! so its comin :) MUCH LOVE! Y

wow. this has been a looooooong weekend. lets see friday at school kelley brought me a birthdat present, a balooon, & a card. the card was the sweetest thing ever (thanks kelley! i heart u!). then after school we had the cardinal invitational. i got to play like 2 minutes haha & i did sooo bad. and it was sooo cold out there! the next mornin (saturday) i woke up at 5 am. MY BIRTHDAY! and i got to school at 7. we played airport & i didnt get to play at all haha. but thats all right. all day everybody was tellin me happy birthday. in our next game i got to play the WHOLE game! yeah! (but it was only b/c sarah faulds got hurt) we got really bored & decided to play sardines in the middle school. im a loser & thought it was fun! then when we were warming up for our next game the team sung me happy birthday roof & gave me a card that every1 had signed. i got to play the whole next game too! we won all our games! and we finally got to leave at like 9 after pickin up ALL the trash everywhere. some of the girls saved me a cake from the hosiptality room & sung me happy birthday again lol. and katie sarah & rosie bought me some pina colada flavored gum lol i went home with niki afterwards. it was fun. we ate the cake and watched tv btu went to bed pretty early 'cuz we were both exhausted. we woke up this mornin & worked on our theo project. i have more i wanna say but ill write it in my next entry b/c i am EXHAUSED and need to SLEEP! alrighty.. much love :)

alright i was reading random people's diaries & found this.. and i get scared very easily so i had to post it... A girl died in 1933 at the hands of a murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murderer chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded. sweet dreams hehe much love

its been FOREVER. really. i haven't updated in like two weeks. most of the time i don't even get on the computer anymore so thats why. and when i have been on i dont feel like updating. this weekend was a four day weekend. yay! i was in savannah for most of it b/c my sister (well more like step-sister) was coming back from iraq (she's in the army). she had been over there a year so i'm glad she's back. my birthday is in FIVE days! woop woop! im so excited.. im gonna be 15! i can't wait to take my permit test and start DRIVING! ahh! this weekend is the cardinal invitational (soccer tournament at school). its on friday and saturday. saturday is my birthday. so LUCKY me gets to be at school from like 8 in the mornin till 7 at night on a saturday and not just ANY saturday.. my BIRTHDAY saturday :/ i think not this weekend but next weekend im gonna have any who wants to spend the night at my house for my bday (now that we have a bigger house i can do that hehe) well thats about it YMUCH LOVE