called 16 again where my love life drives me crazy, im mad at the world, and im trying to get my license again. blaaaaaaw class=dumb im doing a webdesign class, people made some wtf shit. we have to redesign a wine website so some kids made like lime green and bright purple looking shit, cmon. i got like 40 points off my grade and i only saw one flaw other than that my teacher can suck my dick these computer classes are horrible but im trying to major in multimedia and graphic design/art/whatev i hate my "friend" brandon he likes to brag alot part of why he has no friends and all my friends hate him... i get mad. we got a lil crazy with eachother earlier, he was acting like he knew more than me but he didnt know wtf he was talking about cuz he brought sum irrelevant shit up then it got personal and it pissed me off. he needs to get off his fucking high horse already he has a job doing probably what i want to do some day bc his gfs dad is the boss i dont wanna work my ass off to be remotely in the same job, he didnt do much to get. he sed the guy that made the Quarantine movie poster works with them now i was like... uhh a nightvision clip from the movie with the words quarantine on the bottom? so creative hes just always telling me these things like a lil hammer chiseling me i thought i could hangout with him after over a year of cutting all ties -things never change cept the length of my temper

it was ok. ala cloverfield or quarantine style... one of the characters holding a camera the whole time. me and brandon were walking quiet and hes like remember that time we were messing with the ouija board and im like yeaaa i was thinking that too. my girlfriend brought that up too later that day so funny.... my cousin got me a ouija board as an xmas gift one year. total hasbro, glow in the dark shit anyway we wud try to call out the spirits ooo one time put the tv on a static channel to make it weirder which turned off randomly at one point. but wed always be drunk and itd be moving all over the place while we were talking and not paying attention and then id be like ohyea we stop and missed everything um if you get scared bout that kinda stuff then yea this movies pretty weird/scary... theres an emu walking through baby powder lol yep ghost hunters needs to have these kinda episodes ps brandons prolly mad at me for making him see this instead of zombieland- (which i saw most of on the internet)i hate that guy.. hes like the wannabe of the superbad guy sorry but i like shaun of the dead

this song sounds like placebo but minus the gay high pitch? :o soo shes annoying me.. i still love her- but i dont wanna talk to her and shit lol did you know placebo was on guitar hero? i didnt until she told me she bought it was like wut the.... fuckisgoingonhere i wanted it to be on rockband goddamnit i dont have gh class tomorrow.. midterms? neveeer fuuuckk scchoooll!!!!!! tuesday i was messing with garageband making music since the teacher didnt seem to have anything planned and we just sat around til sum girl on the other side of the desk started playing footsies. i was like thats it. im outta here then i go outside its like wind rain cold rain coming from every direction its like a mist of death all around you ha (206) If you liked it then you shoulda put your dick in it, oh uh uh oh

my brains are gonna come out of my ears!! ^^haha sweet i dont remember saying any of that? or do i???? nickelback is the worst thing since creed

suuper bored. ugh kids i was trying to show em how to play mexican bingo only we played in english. im like uh the guy playing a guitar... a boat? a tree. drunk guy.. haha i unsobered yesterday it was fuckin weird. you know when you jump off of something theres a lil feeling you get before you hit the floor. like a rush. i felt that like the last time before i was completely outta my mind at disneyland... like i dunno wuts gonna happen!!! but wutev it wasnt that bad and yea ps: and they still remind me of how out of mind from shrooms i was.. ugggh ill never out live this

he said ur gonna love my nuts ha linguini? martini bikini wtfook IM BORED uhh watching music videos on vh1 -shinedown =gay? i dunno i can imagine white trash bros listening to this thinking theyre hardcore ohyea there was this old dodge truck driving in the lane next to us with stickers on the window NOBAMA, yes on prop 8, mccain etc im like it has to be white trash or something yep a guy in a long sleeve plaid shirt wearing a black cowboy hat stuck his arm on the window sill next to him was another cowboy lookin like brokeback mountain hah anyway silversun pickups like an acoustic live version thing is on how weird. i saw em play a few years ago it was so weird when i was like oh i know this song? saul used to always play this song and then i was like wo its a guy he takes the smashing pumpkin girly voice thing too far but its ohright. i loove the bass player by the way shes cute, we were making her laugh and stuff. she was like up there bouncing around rockin out but she has that mom look. her and the singer could be they grew up and made a band i dunno

uuuh i just woke up... had a weird ass dream it seemed all real. uhm my cousin kept calling all morning she probably didnt sleep til 5am i dunno i hope shes not fuckin tweaking thats just embarrassing um my friend said we could hangout today so i just text her cuz i forgot and shes like i cant i got shit to do today... daaaymn me too eff you then we went to ringling bros circus yesterday, greatest show on earth? i dunno i dont think ive seen many shows it was like a cross between being in across the universe and probably high school musical since they were singing songs bout not trying this at home. i was filming stuff and then i tried to delete a clip and i deleted everything on my camera that was a major burn. i had tons of stuff from like april to present uuh circus is expensive!! parkings 15 bux. snowcones were like 7-15 bux depending on wut you wanted it in... cotton candy was like? prolly ten you got a wizard hat with it and lemonade was around 10 too we got all that craaazy

i was reading my gfs cousins myspace bulletin... If you could see any band that is now broken up, what band what it be? nirvana ^^shes retarded. anyway... bored, watching tv still ha ace ventura is on? just started not long ago why its on at 3am no idea. uuh job searching has not gone good. i am completely broke dunno what to do but im NOT selling my stuff i like my stuff ha SOMEONE OUT THERE HIRE ME i cant spend my days at home anymore, going to donut shops buying two donut holes and my friends mom seeing me and asking if i want a ride.... no i have a ride. but thats the message im sending!! really have to fix all this life crap NOW need lots of money... gotta save boogs the ferret GOTTA GET OUTTA HERE!!

im jealous, or something? everyone likes her more than me. like a shitload of people arent bugging me to hangout and shit shes got like stalkers inviting her to parties, went to a bar with like random people wtf im at home... i guess ill go out too then fuck

this is really bothering me more than everything that was stressing me out before so my gf was asking a bunch of dumb questions cuz she wants me to open up more i dont understand the point in bringing up the past? yeknow who does that i dont ask about the guys she was with when i knew her i dont ask about anything like that... but she was drinking before that and was like saying how shit was so weird, she seems to always say that when shes drinking. its like if you feel weird then dont be with me..? i dont know i love her though =/ i just really need to see her it would make me feel so much better i dont remember what kissing feels like anymore hah

wuttf? i just picked a random mood i might be feeling that... dunno yet. so i thought these things: -i hate people with two first names ugh -sorry got distracted by..?? real housewives -making out and stuff with ur ipod on shuffle is an awesome idea when its like metal music and stuff... stupid when its some gay song you had no idea was on there -myspace was boring so unprivatized my profile... yea it worked. some probably mexican cholo sent me a message at 3am -if you burn yourself, might as well do it again ur already burnt. my thumb feels fine now - textsfromlastafternoon "oh soo were gonna have a rainbow party on our bday & get engaged.. er stonefire &then uh watchmen sexx sleep" shes the one.

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...vegas fireworks: tnt?? they have nothin good, keep driving. so earlier we went to get gas, had a problem the first time.. we pulled up an some guys like EXCUSE ME my mom turned around... its sum steriod user lookin guy in a wheel chair i need to get in were like huh "can you move your car i need to get in" she moves it blahblah he sits in the van with a dog apparently... then the computers at the gas station go down b4 gas is pumped we have to move the car.. takes forev to work gas station 2: three people infront of me = forever to pay sum man bought budweiser cans "i dont like the brown bags you have any other ones" the worker sorry i ran out the man kept gettin mad he left then the guy pulled out a bunch of plastic bags... "im not givin him a big bag for those two things" then he waits before giving the customer plastic bags for the other guy to get in his car and leave girl infront of me looks trashed he asks her bout life they chat finally i pay get yelled at for taking so long then i checked out the fireworks in the parking lot. because gasoline is not flammable enough

im back?! 3 years later..... and i still have the same passwords :D

the interesting stuff i dont talk aboot/you never hear so i go to student service an jewdys comes over to where i am... Holt walks in the room through the door on the side we just gaze over there an then jewdy whispers begging me to wave so i du. Then holt comes walking over where we were an were like ohshit... an then she puts her hands on her hip an leans in on me, "so you you deleted me from your friends" an i ovcourse im like what the hell? at first but then im like oooh an im like "I deleted my whole myspace... but i-" an jewdy like cuts in, says i have another one So holt goes "are you gonna re-add me??" an im like 'yea' we continue talkin bout how cool they are an how estes should get one cuz me jewdy an estes had a previous conversation bout holts myspace an how estes needed one in her life "she really should get one" -holt after that we go to holts room for a lil R&R as jesse called it in 4th an were gonna watch a movie... [Hotel Rwanda -me an jewdys seen that like 50 million 12312731289721+ times] i sit on the other side of the room as her an estes naturally but we can still make eye contact an laugh bout things that way... but conversation is difficult i cant always read her lips with her wild lispy tongue haha the teach sent me off to go take things to thee office SUPPOSEDLY i 'missed the funniest shit called sinko' but i realized jewdy has BAD story telling techniques where she makes things up or just doesnt know what happened exactly so naturally i didnt believe her. after class i finished percentages and showed her how to du em but she is still wierd, oh well. ill tell estes shes the one fuckin up the grades haha an then she takes me to her desk to see pictures i dunno what pictures take 20 minutes to look at but thats what happened i guess we just talk too much an i told her bout her stories that arent historically accurate 'i hit you harder than how you say i did' "oh so i downplay it" 'yea' estes ignored us purposfully the whole time we were there, an jewdys laughin an tellin me bout this pic of julie christie with warren beatty from left to right counterclockwise and aboot her dinner with her mom aunt and grandmother who puts baby wipes in her pockets, cleans her hands, and then jewdys then puts em back in her pockets. by this time shes playin with my hands an standing in between my kicking legs i just wanted to gooooooooo finally i was like we have to get outta here ha an we go then siegal was like ur "20 minutes late to ROP thats bad, your grounded" being grounded is easy. for my short people group i was lookin for a pic of sara bellum i learned way too much bout that bitch and google images has become only for the elite now... goddamit

sweet, Pete! em roofies? Overwriting was successful! okokokokkk!! hell yea. grillable shit

theres no "mood" called itchy... ha, anyway so last night i was just randomly thinking back to times, mainly brought back into my thoughts by these greek stories i had to read. they were about Hera and her "ugly" son whom she sent off to live under the ocean cuz he wasnt beautiful like her. An he became vengeful but in the end made peace with his parents. another story bout a boy whos mother married the moon god and she dug up a forbidden turnip on heaven an was sent back to earth with her son an she died of sadness... then her son had a scar on his face an the girl he loved didnt give him the time of day because of it. so he went off to find his grandfather, the sun god cuz he could rid him of the scar. but on the way he found his father fighting some monsters so he helped him an his grandfather rewarded him by taking the scar away and teaching him about the sun ritual and gave him a flute to win the heart of the one he loves... then another story bout achilles and how his mother wanted him to be like her and not like his father, a mortal. so she secretely took him to the water of styx and dipped him in there holding him by the ankle to make him immortal. but then he had that one flaw or mortality in his ankle which ultimately killed him. so even if you try to make your child live up to your expectations, you cant cheat the fates... moral of the story is that made me think of chicken run, that was a badass movie.

aggravated, good choice. its really hot. makes like more diffi...Cult i just wanna sleep all day that sounds top notch. instead i sit in class i dunno what im thinking bout but the teachers sound like charlie brown people Wah-wahwah-wah wah wahwahwah something more like that. i need to smoke sum weed/tobacco whatever, im beyond stressed out. im not even sure why, actually i du. i came home on monday... that was a dumbass idea, i should move away for ever it makes me so much happier to be ...away? cant explain it but everyone pushes me all over the place. i emotionally and physically dont feel good, somethings wrong with my insides? i get pains randomly court tv is juicy i got all back into that again. since i fergot where the hell movie channels are located i would like to improve life.

"myspace and weed is all i hear about today" haha yea i was gonna say that too, but she said it first. anyway school today, goddamn theyre tearing up the school even more so an theres no where to go, we have fences all over the place an lil walk ways made of rocks, loose gravel. i slipped my ankle almost, an fell in a small hole another time. it was amazing walking through those fences feels like your a jew, marching to a concentration camp. where do we have brunch/lunch? in the faculty parking lot. its all fenced off of course, no one escapes. but all my friends go home, they dont have anymore classes. me on the other hand i have one. and its lonely. ill admit, i felt a quick feeling of abandonment for a moment and then it was like whatever... its ridiculous, i really need to get a car so i dont have to stay there while scooby gang takes off tomorrow we leave for sacremento, were going to family values tour on sunday

ok so ......... schools tumorrow, and we were supposed to do these short answer essays. i dont even know what that is supposed to mean. anyway, i slightly did three, out of.... a million, actually i dont know how many but its more than three so earlier i was skating with sandals an my brother got in my way an i kinda rolled my foot ow. and then right now i just felt like i broke my lil pinkie toe... kids these days. the omen was on, still a top notch movie.