we drove to vegas today.. um a/c in car, broken i dunno why we drove like that with the windows down just hot air in ur face i fell asleep for like 30 mins i woke up all sweaty from some dream uuum..... since everyones tired we didnt do much. ate at a buffet at mandalay bay and stayed at the house shitty not a good day er im not enjoying it
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i already told you..

Listening to: ini kamoze lol
i wrote an entry but my browser froze and it got lost forever... uuh i watched parts of movies til i settled on 'the reader' -she fucks some kid, turns into a nazi, kid thinks he loves her, she goes to jail, kid grows up into red dragon. basically thats all the basics. i went to sleep like 5, woke up around 9 and called the daily news told em i cancelled that shit along time ago already and she was like oh yes it says you already made a final payment ill take care of your bill yeaaa thats right i wasnt gonna pay for that crap i went back to sleep til 1something uhm i read that news paper for like the first time ever, nothin good... text melissa went to costco tomorrow therons inviting us over yaaawwnn i dont really wanna go cuz i can never leave sooner
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Untitled

-they say if you play it backwards, you can hear the voice of a dead kid. how do you play monopoly backwards??
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almost like real

Listening to: GZR - Misfit
Um well yesterday i dint really du much as i wished... vero came over. they wanted to get high so we smoked in the front yard. noice the munchies helped us eat the vday candy and then my brother came over set on going bowling. but the bowling places were packed so we went mini golfing instead. thats pretty much it. It was cold last night, i hate the cold
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Feeling: melancholy
Jeeeeeeeees' Chri!! i fuckin love school. ^^[bullshit] Um actually i got like a million classes with kids younger than me and it sucks cuz i dont know any of em and i dont want to. And then i got screwed over i was supposed to have a class from 2-4 but after sittin in a classroom for 30 minutes and the teacher not showin up another teacher goes Oh dint any body tell you guys this class was cancelled... Ahhh...!! So then i got another history class yay, now i got two... and andandandand... Ok so anyways. I saw Deanne alot and i can walk her to class now and were so cool. lol I dint see Jewdy all day, fuckin lame. I got brunch with evry1 so its cool Ummm... hmm... thats wut happend. Now i gotta figure out a way to GO TO SLEEP so i can wake up early, dang yo
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damn. its over

Feeling: morbid
Shitson i got school tumorrow. eeeee i dont wanna go back haha. Everyones stressin too, and im like a credit below the minimum. Buuuuuuuuulshiiiiiiiiiiiit oh well itll be nice seeing sum of my frens which i havent seen in most of the break. Well this was an amazing day!! i was sleeping most of the time but i still did stuff. I wore a lucky charms shirt. Cuz i have yet to eet that in months But i taught my brother how to skateboard and we went around the yard lookin at burning shit with a magnifying glass. ummm then i went inside and watched the greatest episode of The Match Game 74 ever... like it was amazing. I know i know im a loser. But cmon thats quality television. I laughed so hard i cried cuz i witness one of the greatest wins ever. ummm i dont think i got anythin elts to say hmmm
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yea so

Listening to: mars torta -
i pretty much SUCK at writing diary entries now... so heres a bit of wut happend yesterday... Deanne was all excited to hangout and go to IHOP i havent seen her since school. So you know god hates me and made me sic that mourning and i threw up. But i sed no nonono im fine. I went to go meet up with Theron so we cud go get Deanne. So we missed the bus an just chilled for awhile in the grass i dint feel so good then We got on the bus and then kept walking not to IHOP anymore, no. We were on an adventure now. But we had to take the bus again. Oh no, here comes the bus... I ran like hell. Litterally it cudve been a mile. The bus driver was like holy shit. I layed down in the bus for a bit then i started coffing. I knew i was gonna throw up again. Yes i coffed and Deanne goes Bless You. That definately WASNT a sneeze... i started throwing up but i dint open my mouth i tried to hold it in til the bus stopped but then i cudnt so i threw up in my hat. That reeeeeeeeeally sucked. after walking and walking sum more i got water just to throw it up immediately when walking out of the Rite Aid. After that we just sat around when the pet shop dissapeared... it was a very awkward moment. At my house we watched Devils Rejects. Made a bit of musical fusion. And then walked Deanne down the street. Were Theron went extreme mini BMXing. We picked lemons. And i told em you cud put lemon in ur hair and itll like bleach it. I was gonna do that today but its raining. Dammit!! I gave Deanne my lil chewy doll cuz i really like it and i want her to have it.
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ITS MONDAY

Feeling: balanced
Hex yes. i feel better i think Im still sic but at least now i can breathe an basically thats all that counts. So like im pretty happy that im almost back to my norml self. I got outta my bad mood. Actually did shit i havent done in awhile... I was talkin to my cousin too bout wut we got eachother for christmas. Im hoping to spend this christmas with the other side of my family. Im just gonna spring it last second on my mother like i did with thanksgiving. Runaway and such. Refuse to come back... its gonna be ohsome My father wanted to crash my mothers bday party thee other night it was funny. He sed my cuzin was gonna mix the drinks an hell drink em then take off with me. I wish thats how it happend. I altso wish i wasnt sic. I know i know. i bitch alot bout bein sic but honestly ive never felt so sic in my life an winter break just started... its not cool. from russia with love
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bored

i hate to be gross, but the only time its ok to yell out i have diary-ah is when ur playing scrabble. cuz its worth a shitload of points
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wut is this??

Listening to: yardbirds
Feeling: secretive
i feel... sic. and that makes me madd!! haha i cud be in the best of moods but fuck, i dont fill good an im moody cuz of it. me an brandon got breakfast, hungout. it was fun he got my credit for the final... fuckin teacher mest up but i dont even care anymore its like wutever. doesnt that ever happen to you?? like you try and like sum1 elts doesnt... an its like wtf?! happens way too much to me. people were bein nice today! its cuz it was the last day an no1 told me that so yea. im so ghey i dint even know. well wut the heck wud you do in a situation like that. -a friggen 12 gauge i got sum presents an a bunch of hugs. i had a borin ass day bein sic
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dont tell me...

Feeling: moodless
THAT THIS FUCKIN BACKGROUND ISNT BREATHING!! it so is... holy shit its crazy. and my mother sed im on drugs cuz its not moving... LOL it is definately breathing!! anyways. Finals tumorrow. a total bummer oh well, i dint study either i was way too tired an i fell asleep for most of the day then went to go buy christmas gifts. shitson! I was playin In-a-Gadda-Da-Vida on this keyboard at Target... an my brother was right across from me laffing with total echo on a Spongebob karaoke machine... it was hilarius an evry1 kept starin an shit to see wut was goin on an people were laffin too. it was fun I want to get a Clue game for christmas. and the spongebob shit... it was OHSOME new 007 game?! fuck i just realized i want a lot of things. "i dont need it... i dont need it... i definately dont need it..." -Spongebob
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the seed that it nurtured

Feeling: fuzzy
"check it out, were graduating. kendals in the bushes, masterbating. and me an matt are conversating. teachers and student shouldnt be dating." ^ thot that was funny anywho im kinda pist at Jewdy, shes embarrassing me but we need her cuz if not her than Any so i have to deal. im fuckin stressed out cuz i have a shitload of work to do today and i have no faith in finishing it... i mean i was like seriusly considering to just say fuck it and fail my stupidass psych class. -piece of shit teacher... i know its not his fault im a fuck up but still, i dont like him. he doesnt let me so-calize and then hes a shit talker an thinks hes the shit. when all the student talk bout him behind his back. WELL. im honestly considering takin a glass bottle an breakin it on my head. im so LOST and ANXIOUS like if i dont do anythin in the next two minutes im gonna explode. i need a fucking break. failing psychology only means one thing, i have to go to continuation school to catch up on credits so i can graduate this bitch. as if that is the least of my problems at the moment. i wanna die i wanna die iwannadieiwannadieiwannadieiawannadie! !! !!! !!!! !!!!! !!!!!! !!!!!!! !!!!!!!! !!!!!!! !!!!!! !!!!! !!!! !!! !! ! make a wish
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sleep with the fishies

Listening to: Misfits - Last Caress
Feeling: hopeless
damn it all... i have so much work to do this weakend. im puttin it totally off i dont give much of a fuck. i need new strings for my guitars. im poor at the moment, i shudve applied for a job at Best Buy last weak. anywho, this cool kid Berry i met in summer school works there it was so odd seein him after so long of not seeing him at all. i left after my first class yesterday. school was just too lame for me i cudnt handle it. but i had to come back for my last class cuz i had to a lot of work to do once again. fuckin psychology, i have to do all this shit by wednesday its stressin me out cuz i have doubts of not finishin it an thatll be bad. i have two overdue library books. fuck. my band has to practice i need to chill out
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moooooooother fucker.

Listening to: Metallica - Whiplash
Feeling: romantic
Well, im totally bored. T-day yesterday was pretty ghey. Like my mother was a bitch on the weakend cuz i was supposed to go to vegas on monday... BUT NOOOOOOOOO So like i got bitched at for bein a flake. and my mother was just bein a bitch, makin dumbass comments, pissin me off. So i had to escape. An i did. She was like Get back in the car blahblahblah. FUUUUUUUUCK THAT. Hmm, i dunno the rest of the day almost completely sucked. Almost. I dunno wut elts to say. Wednesday i went to the Depeche fuckin Mode concert. It was, the shit. Like a good 80s flashback partay. i dunno buzzin it b4 and when we got there. Fuckin computer. its playin my cd with skips and shit an now it froze. A-mazing.
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anyway

Listening to: Interpol - Crack
Feeling: awake
I finally woke up on my own. Thats just amazin right there... uuuuuuuuuh. i had a weerd dream, like i had four lil mice and i was seperating them cuz i wanted to put one of em by itself and then i put three of em in a lil cup for the moment and my cat just came by and ate one like nothing. i was like wtf are you doing?! and tried to get him to throw it up but he wudnt so then i was like oh well... Then i was like walkin in the mountains and i had this cup, a mug. And i threw it over the cliff and it dint break. So i was tryin to walk down there and i slipped in the mud... but i still got it and then i slammed it on the ground but it wudnt break. That pist me off, but then i threw it over the cliff and it broke finally. I dunno then i woke up.
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have you ever...

Feeling: euphoric
hit ur nose so hard you think its bleeding?? Ow cuz i hit my nose with my cellphone an die thot it was bleedin haha Hey, lemme tell you this WILD shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont stick cigarettes in a jesus's statue's MOUTH, think its funny, and totally a myspace picture... and take a picture infront of sum1s house. because that resulted in immediate hit and run car damage. And when this picture was developed, the damaged car was in the background!! Like the car was nowhere near the statue at the time. Like right after the pic was taken sum1 was like "oh sum1 hit ur car...blahblahblah" But in the picture... there was a jesus statue and a girl. And in the background, the side of the car damaged!! that is so crazy, i think i believe in god now. i am so fuckin SHOCKED
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new friends.

I need new friends. Officially, im pretty much sic with most of em. Like they are pretty fuckin mean to me, an eachother an I HATE THE BAD VIBES!! haha I dunno lately ive been hangin out with all these different girls? So maybe ill hang out with them more... I just got pist off when Brandon was sayin "i wanna fight blahblahblah Kenny you wanna fight me..." siriusly that kid talks out of his fuckin ass. Im sic of how good he thinks he is, and how hes always puttin people down cuz he has this stupid idea that he is the greatest. THE END. Well, its either mean guys or evil girls... Ill take evil girls. Yep. So we lost the dodgeball game today, fuck. I think thats the last time we play. We really fuct up in this tournament ha. Hmm that could make sense, but i dont think were playin anymore. Cuz i GAVE up. Like a weak ago. im not tryin to win elections here. After school, Brandon wasted my time. I hung out with the random girls mentioned above an it was chill. Cuz i have this orange beanie. And if you roll it up you put it on ur head like a condom. My fair brady is quite funny. Even though she talks some trash, she has got a models ass. My fair brady
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dont throw a chicken

Feeling: somber
In my fist class. the teach put in the wrong video an he realized this in the middle of the film... Then hes all "aw man my nipples are hard". like the fuck ref... hahaha So um me an Heather were playin with my new son George and we went outside an it was raining. Me an Brandon were tryin to finish my story while watching the new Chocolate Factory movie. It dint reely work since i kept qouting the fat kid. Then this -> "oh im sorry let me start over... HELLO! How are you today... lets talk aboot the weather, i dont reely like it... -You want me to be like that?! ALL FAKE" My math teacher was just drawing pictures while telling stories of his life. It was entertaining. After school we stole Nickys hat back. An hungout in the computer lab. Later i saw her an her whole lil gang an i showed em George.Then like Heather wanted to give Nicky a piggyback ride backwards, Nicky was slippin an then Heather ended up draggin her on the parkin lot haha. Goodnight
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