You confuse me....I don't know what to say. I don't want to hurt my friend, but I'm tired of being miserable myself. I hate this....It is driving me nuts. Sometimes I just want to slap myself, and tell myself to wake up from this dream that will soon turn into a nightmare. I don't want to feel like this. I like this feeling. "And who am I to be vying for your touch, and who am I, I bet you can't even tell me that much". Now what am I suppose to think, what am I suppose to do, I don't know what to say except, "fuck you and your untouchable face, and fuck you, for existing in the first place"