Warning: Selfish bitchy ranty thingy sorta. Mood: Bitchy, confused, sick, pissed-off, annoyed, super confused, confuzzled...need i keep going. Yeah, well I just wrote this really awesome rant about the stupid "Current Mood" thingy, but my computer fucking hates me and deleted it. So fuck it. So..let's see...what to bitch about today. Even though all of you already know by now...maybe...I spent my weekend working on my mom's van, friday afterschool, saturday and sunday. That is horrible. I have absolutely no life. Let's see....and I'm sick. I had to babysit all weekend too. What in the hell is wrong with me? (My friends say I should act my age, what's my age again, what's my age again) Actually they don't, usually, because I act way too old for myself sometimes. Why is it that when you try not to think about someone the flood your every thought? Every waking and sleeping moment until you go completely and utterly insane. Or is that just me. Am I completely and utterly insane? Possibly, but they say that crazy people don't know that they are crazy, well....there are exceptions to every rule isn't there? In fact I know at least one. Damn me and my fucked-upness! AAGGGGHHHHHH! Goodnews: Grandpa is back home.... Badnews: His El Camino broke down in front of Lee's Bar or something, I dunno. I can't talk to him on the phone....it is way to damn hard to understand him. It's not my fault. Why can't I feel younger than what I actually am? Why can't I act like a "normal" teenager? In other words why can' I act like I'm 10 with everyone else? I want to, (sometimes) but I dunno how. Yes, I am being selfish and bitchy in the damn thing today. I ihave every damn right, if you guys knew then you would understand to. I'm suppose to be doing my homework, not actually homework, but Blackwell classwork for tomorrow that I know damn good and well I won't finish in time to turn it in at the end of class.