we have talks like this. ilovehanson514: it just goes around in a big circle ilovehanson514: you dump me to be with rachael, rachael dumps you ilovehanson514: now we're both back at the drawing board Volturius115: hey - i didnt dump you to be with rachael ilovehanson514: oh yes you did Volturius115: :-( no i didnt ilovehanson514: could have fooled me ilovehanson514: it won't hurt my feelings anymore jesse Volturius115: katie i dont care if it does or doesnt - that honestly wasnt the reason ilovehanson514: okay Volturius115: i realized that my inability to handle your constant ranting about stuff made you unhappy Volturius115: its strange actually Volturius115: we've sort of switched places ilovehanson514: yeah ilovehanson514: but it wasn't really your inability to handle my ranting that made me unhappy ilovehanson514: it hurt my feelings that you didn't care either way about me Volturius115: what do you mean by that? ilovehanson514: like you didn't care whether we were together or not Volturius115: aw well like Volturius115: i cared Volturius115: but i just wanted you to be happy Volturius115: thats caring ilovehanson514: kind of ilovehanson514: you went about it a strange way Volturius115: its caring more about you Volturius115: maybe ilovehanson514: eh definitely Volturius115: i dont really remember what the strange way was ilovehanson514: the strange way was telling me you needed space, and then dating one of my closest friends two weeks later ilovehanson514: that made me jump for joy Volturius115: well i dunno i admit the space thing was sugar coating Volturius115: but you think it was easy to do that?! ilovehanson514: you made it look pretty freaking easy Volturius115: i mean jesus katie breaking up with somebody isnt easy Volturius115: i was about to fucking cry Volturius115: and at least i did it in person Volturius115: i know people who've gotten less respect ilovehanson514: well the one time you were about to cry ilovehanson514: i did 45849883048934 times Volturius115: katie i didnt cry just the one time Volturius115: but i wont pretend it was equally hard for me ilovehanson514: and at least you don't have to watch rachael every day with someone else Volturius115: thats true Volturius115: and i've apologized for that Volturius115: several times Volturius115: and i'll do it again if it helps ilovehanson514: yeah i know ilovehanson514: you don't have to ilovehanson514: it doesn't really help Volturius115: ugh now i'm all upset Volturius115: fuklempt, as they say ilovehanson514: indeed ilovehanson514: what does that mean? Volturius115: like - where you're throat is all closed up and you can kinda cry ilovehanson514: oh ilovehanson514: yeah Volturius115: ugh i'ma go to bed Volturius115: have a good night ilovehanson514: yeah you too Volturius115 signed off at 10:46:37 PM. Everything is pissing me off today. And somehow making him upset doesn't make me feel better either.