Definatley not feeling the way that I should be feeling. I'm really not sure whats wrong, I woke up today and felt nervous and as the day went on I felt more and more nervous, I know about things that are going on in school, so nothing is a surprise there, this whole grounded thing sucks, after being asked by my parents to move out we now have a different relationship. School is starting to get stressfull and the whole boyfriend thing is great execpt for our occational fights. Mateo told me that it could just be my anxeity, but I'm not sure why I would have it though. I don't know, maybe the world is feeling like this, because it seems as though everyone is getting farther and farther away from their sanity. But on the other hand it could just be me going crazy.