apparently i am making a come back.. feels good.. i guess so ive been away for pretty much a year.. and now.. i have no friends on here.. weird.. thats ok though cause i just really need a place to write down my thoughts.. its really funny that im drawing a blank.. maybe tomorrow ill get back into the swing of things.. hopefully.. [sometimes i feel disapointed by the way i spend my time.. how can i further your kingdom.. if im so wrapped up in mine?]

ok so most of my summer has been either at some type of school[not summer school im not a moron] or w/ Lowe.. and now my favorite loser is leaving me for a week.. i know its sad.. shes only gonna be gone for a week.. but if that was pretty much the only person u hung out w/ for the WHOLE summer and she was leavin ud be pretty sad too.. the worst part is we cant even hang out b4 she leaves cuz of some family stuff... w/e.. the good part is that we'll both b workin together at wild waves soon.. [if they'd flippin pick a day to start training.. HOPEFULLY TOMORROW so lowe could go w/ me]... Ooo yeah i forgot to add this lil piece of info earlier.. i got a job.. haha.. yes im goin to be workin at wild waves.. and then the fair after jag crew camp.. look at me.. b4 no one would hire me now i got 2 jobs.. haha.. im movin up in the world.. 20 days till school starts.. i cant wait.. im gonna b a SENIOR!.. finally.. man it felt like senior year would never come but it finally has.. im soo ready.. man.. i cant wait.. right now im strolling on the edge of boredem.. i think i need to find somethin entertaining.. i doubt i will.. grr.. i hate this.. i wish i was out doin somethin and hangin out.. [KID] pimpin o boy! [Loser] give me one a them.. ! man, it really isnt a party w/o the Lowe..

xxx im goin to my friend Kendra's party.. man its gonna b tight.. i havent seen her in forever.. man its gonna b sOo much fun.. i hope sorry not tOo much time to write i have to clean and get ready.. peace. xxx

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xxx man you guys dont even know how long ive been trying to get on sitD.. it hasnt been workin for me.. shoot.. lots of stuff has happend.. [F R I D A Y] chilled at home.. [S A T U R D A Y] we to the movies and saw 'Spider Man 2' w/ Briane, Josh and Antonyo.. pretty good movie.. better then what people said about it.. [S U N D A Y] 4th OF JULY!.. fun fun.. the family had a bbq.. [i ate soOo much].. then later on Briane came over to spend the night.. we went to tha ampitheater to see the skit and firework show.. that was nice.. they had sky divers and ish.. pretty cool.. then we stopped by Gerry's house w/ Alex to see what was goin on over there.. [M O N D A Y] went to wild waves pretty much ALL day.. i had sooOO much fun.. me.. amber.. ashley and briane are goin back saturday.. this time were gonna finish our mission.. cause last time we werent that specific [T U E S D A Y] school.. 2 more days then i start my internship.. [T O D A Y] school again.. Andrea freakin pissed EVERYONE off.. i dont know how its possible to get 7 girls to not like u in a week and a half but she managed to do it im out xxx

xxx nice hot day.. tOo bad i didnt get to enjoy it much.. fuck bates.. ok today i was thinkin.. i need a freakin guy.. [:] why does everyone else get a man expect Michelle? its like im fuckin cursed or somethin.. i wanna be all mushy and gooshy and get those cute warm feelings when i think of that special someone.. [:] y is it that only fat.. old.. crispy.. or nasty guys wanna holla? fuck 'em!.. why ME!!.. why!! [:] why cant a sweet.. funny..beautiful guy holla and what if i just settled w/ what i got? then id be stuck with ugly .. fat.. OLD guys... ok ok.. i im done complaining of my lack of guys.. i give up.. im making the choice to become a nun.. yes me.. A NUN can you see it.. me with that black robe on... in church 24/7.. im out xxx

xxx YOUR BORED BASICS... [oo1] name- Michelle [oo2] piercings- one on each ear.. i want my belly button tho [oo3] tattoos- nope [oo4] height- 5'6 [oo5] shoe size- 8 1/2 [oo6] hair color- dark brown [oo7] length- shoulder [oo8] siblings- 3.. 2bros and 1sis [oo9] movie you rented- when? [o10] movie you bought- man i NEVER buy movies [o11] song you listened to- throwback by usher [o12] song that was stuck in your head- that stupid jamaican one [o13] CD you bought- confessions [o14] CD you listened to- confessions [o15] person you've called- Briane [o16] person that's called you - Doreen [o17] TV show you've watched- My wife and kids [o18] person you were thinking of- ummm.. [o19] you have a bf or gf- nope [o20] you have a crush on someone- who knows?! [o21] you wish you could live somewhere else-sometimes [o22] you think about suicide- NEVER [o23] you believe in online dating- whatever floats ur boat [o24] others find you attractive- sure [o25] you want more piercings- BELLY BUTTON [o26] you drink- NOPE.. never [o27] you do drugs- DRUG FREES THE WAY TO BE [o28] you smoke- nope [o29] you like cleaning- HELL NO [o30] you like roller coasters- yupp [o31] you write in cursive or print- print [o32] you carry a donor card- umm.. im an organ donor? FOR OR AGAINST... [o33] long distance relationships- sure [o34] using someone- AGAINST [o35] killing people- AGAINST [o36] teenage smoking- AGAINST [o37] premarital sex- its not for me .. but whatever floats ur boat [o38] driving drunk- AGAINST.. [o39] gay/lesbian relationship- sure [o40] soap operas- uHH? FAVORITE... [o41] food- chinese [o42] song- baby girl-b2k [o43] thing to do- [o44] thing to talk about- [o45] sport- basketball [o46] drink- sprite [o47] clothes- this list will take long [o48] movie- white chicks.. scary movie 2.. next friday.. friday afternext.. remember the titans.. love and basketball.. kill bill vol.1 [o49] band/singer- tOOOo many [o50] holiday- My birthday.. HAVE YOU... [o51] ever cried over a guy/girl- not yet.. luckily [o52] ever lied to someone- everyone lies [o53] ever been in a fist fight- not really [o54] ever been arrested- nope NUMBER... [o55] of times I have been in love? 1 [o56] of times I have had my heart broken? 0 [o57] of hearts I have broken? 0 i think.. [o61] of people I could trust with my life? 10 [o62] of people I consider my enemies? 0 [o63] of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? 1 [o64] of scars on my body? dont feel like counting [o65] of things in my past that I regret? 1 FAVORITE... [o66] Disney movie- the little mermaid [o67] scent- clinique [o68] word (s)- [o69] nickname- Fikilini [o70] eye color- brown.. [o71] flower- lily [o72] piercing- i dunno DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... [o73] pretty- sure [o74] funny- yes! [o75] hot- sure [o76] friendly- of course [o77] amusing- same as funny [o78] ugly- sometimes [o79] loveable- yeah [o80] pessimistic- nope [o81] optimistic- yeah [o82] caring- yeah [o83] sweet- yupp [o84] an asshole- nah RANDOM... [o85] Spell your first name back wards- ellehcim [o86] The story behind your user name- xellehcimx - its my name backwards [o87] Are you straight? yes [o88] Where do you live? washington [o89] 4 words that sum you up- funny.. smart.. DESCRIBE YOUR... [o90] Wallet- [o91] Hairbrush- green [o92] Toothbrush- white with green stripes [o93] Jewelry worn daily- an anklet.. and toe ring [o94] Shoes- old navy flip flops or white adidas [o95] Handbag- aeropostale purse [o96] Favorite band shirt- uhhh [o97] CD in stereo right now - confessions..hhah [o98] What you are wearing now- a white tshirt.. my new blue belt.. and my capris from me and moniques "secret store" [o99] Hair- down.. [100] Make up- off.. WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)- [101] In my mouth- tongue [102] In my head - thoughts [103] Wishing- my secret wish.. ULL NEVER know! [104] After this- tv/dinner time then bed.. :( [105] Talking to - ashley [106] Eating- nothin.. dinners waiting [107] Fetish- [108] Person you wish you were with right now - USHER.. or ALLEN IVERSON.. OR PAUL WALKER.. or LIL FIZZ [109] Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month - kick it with friends.. damn summer academy is ruinin my fun [110] Something that you are deathly afraid of- nothin really [111] Do you like candles- yes [112] Do you like the taste of blood- wtf!.. thats some weird ish [113] Do you believe in love- yes [114] Do you believe in soul mates- yes [115] Do you believe in love at first sight- nope [116] Do you believe in God- yes omg im DONE!!

xxx this morning was interesting.. kinda funny now that i think about it. i woke up at flippin 5:30 cause my bro left his car for my but took his keeps so i had to drive my mom to work so i could use hers.. i got back from droppin her off at around 6:10 or sOo .. i thought i was running late cause i usually leave for school at around 6:50 and thats just to get there before 8.. i thought today we were startin at 7... soO i freakin out tryin to take a shower.. do my hair and get dressed.. i swear i was planning on looking scrubbier then no other.. i didnt leave till like 6:40.. and man i sped to that school.. i was dippin in n' outta traffic.. haha.. i got there at like 7:10 looked in my binder and found out that it started at 8.. man i was pissed.. that didnt last long tho.. cause i got a good parkin..[FINALLY!!]so me.. Alicia.. Janessa.. and Sanji just hung out til class started.. just 5 more days till the internship part starts.. tired.. im goin to bed.. im out xxx

xxx YESTERDAY.. house sat.. went to school.. watched white chicks [funny ass movie man.. SOOOO funny] .. SHES HAVING A BF! TODAY.. [oo1] went to a bball game... [oo2] learned about shady people [oo3] was a witness to doreens stick driving [oo4] got PISSED off [oo5] got EXTRA PISSED OFF [oo6] had a sucky day [oo7] counting the days till i graduate and move out. sOo now i figure that s o m e o n e in perticular is gonna b payin for my therapy bills later in life.. my heads messed up.. . 'sigh'.. im done.. im finished.. its over.. im out xxx xMiChElLex

xxx its been a while.. man today sucked... honestly someone tell me why its flippin necessary start school at freakin 8:15??.. cause i sure as hell dont.. Ok.  so i started my bates school to career summer academy thing today. i woke up at like 6.. left at 7 and guess who gets faced with a buttload of flippin traffic.. ME..  it was shit.. i swear and all kinds of road anger that i never knew i had came out.. hhaha.. but man i was not tryin to get there late.. thats minus three dollars and fifty cents for every minute man. . .. soOo ive pretty much come to to conclusion that the whole month experience is gonna suck.. well not the whole month but most of it.  i already have one girl that bugs me and today was only the first day.. you know those people who think they know things, so they find it somewhere in their retarded minds to ask stupid questions, and make dumb comments that let you know more then enough information about their personal life.  yeah well this girl is one of  t h o s e  people .. well maybe i shouldnt judge her already.. but thats the impression im getting.. im TRYING tOo keep an open mind.. argh i dunno.. ok back to my day.. soo well i ended up gettin there on time thanx to my crazy drivin.. theres 8 girls altogether in my class.. no boys at all.. jeez.. thats fucked.. anyways.. the rest of the day was boring. cause we all just talked and got to know each other while watchin boring  videos.. and doin interesting stuff.. i dunno.. we all just wanted to sleep.. [22 more days] at least! im done ..  im out. xxx

xxx i changed my layout again.. the last time i changed it was like 2 days ago. weird. im soO fuckin bored. but i dont feel like talkin about my day, that takes toO much energy. my ass hurts. xxx xMiChElLex

BASICS... [oo1] name- Michelle [oo2] piercings- one on each ear [oo3] tattoos- none [oo4] height- 5'6" [oo5] shoe size- 8 1/2 or 9 [oo6] hair color- Dark Brown [oo7] length- medium [oo8] siblings- 2 bros 1 sis [oo9] movie you rented- umm.. cant remember [o10] movie you bought- The never b4 seen Stewie movie [o11] song you listened to- ur love never changes [o12] song that was stuck in your head- [o13] CD you bought- MercyMe and Jeremy Camp [o14] CD you listened to- Paul Wright [o15] person you've called- umm.. my sis [o16] person that's called you - Erika [o17] TV show you've watched- Law and Order SVU [o18] person you were thinking of- hmm.. wouldnt u like to know [o19] you have a bf or gf- nope.. single and ready to mingle [o20] you have a crush on someone- nope [o21] you wish you could live somewhere else- sometimes [o22] you think about suicide- never [o23] you believe in online dating- nope [o24] others find you attractive- sure [o25] you want more piercings- yes [o26] you drink- no [o27] you do drugs- not now not ever [o28] you smoke- nope i like my lungs [o29] you like cleaning- sometimes when im bored [o30] you like roller coasters- yes [o31] you write in cursive or print- mostly print [o32] you carry a donor card- on my drivers license.. yeah? FOR OR AGAINST... [o33] long distance relationships- A [o34] using someone- A [o35] killing people- A [o36] teenage smoking- A [o37] premarital sex- A [o38] driving drunk- A [o39] UR MOM- HMM? [o40] soap operas- F FAVORITE... [o41] food- wow.. hard question.. get back to ya [o42] song- not even gonna try to answer that [o43] thing to do- hang out [o44] thing to talk about- me.. jp.. i dunno [o45] sport- basketball/football [o46] drink- sprite.. mountain dew [o47] clothes- umm.. i 8hearts; my pumas [o48] movie- thats incredibly hard [o49] band/singer-for answer look up ^ [o50] holiday- christmas HAVE YOU... [o51] ever cried over a guy/girl- luckily no [o52] ever lied to someone- sure [o53] ever been in a fist fight- not really [o54] ever been arrested- yes everyday.. nO NUMBER... [o55] of times I have been in love? 0 [o56] of times I have had my heart broken? 0 [o57] of hearts I have broken? 0 [o61] of people I could trust with my life? 4[o62] of people I consider my enemies? [o63] of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? [o64] of scars on my body? [o65] of things in my past that I regret? FAVORITE... [o66] Disney [o67] scent- [o68] word (s)- [o69] nickname- [o70] eye color- [o71] flower- [o72] piercing- DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... [o73] pretty- [o74] funny- [o75] hot- [o76] friendly- [o77] amusing- [o78] ugly- [o79] loveable- [o80] pessimistic- [o81] optimistic- [o82] caring- [o83] sweet- [o84] asshole- RANDOM... [o85] Spell your first name back wards- [o86] The story behind your user name- cocopora - [o87] Are you straight? [o88] Where do you live? [o89] 4 words that sum you up- DESCRIBE YOUR... [o90] Wallet- [o91] Hairbrush- [o92] Toothbrush- [o93] Jewelry worn daily- [o94] Shoes- [o95] Handbag- [o96] Favorite band shirt- [o97] CD in stereo right now - [o98] What you are wearing now- [o99] Hair- [100] Make up- WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)- [101] In my mouth- tongue [102] In my head - [103] Wishing- [104] After this- [105] Talking to - [106] Eating- [107] Fetish- [108] Person you wish you were with right now - [109] Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month - [110] Something that you are deathly afraid of- [111] Do you like candles- [112] Do you like the taste of blood- [113] Do you believe in love- [114] Do you believe in soul mates- [115] Do you believe in love at first sight- [116] Do you believe in God-

xxx yesterday was shit.. my flippin mother pissed me off a g a i n. its like a routine now... every flippin friday we argue about me goin out. y's she soo freakin protective? its annoying. i wish she was like my dad. so laid back, so cool. today was much better.. cept for one thing. i woke up early for this elite model search thingy. i went with my bro. u wouldnt believe the girls there, all dressed like hoes, lots of tall ones, and some ugly ones.. [haha] now i know im not the prettiest but still. DAMN radio station didnt tell me shit. still mad about that.. FUCK KISS 106.1.. argh.. KUBE wouldnt doo that crap to me!. i spent like an hour or so in line. that was great. [not really]i made a new friend [didnt get her name tho] but i didnt know we needed pictures and i didnt have money and neither did my bro cause we could paid to get em done for 10 bucks. we were both broke. so i called mi madre from my cellular and she said she'd give me cash. i broke the law. i sped home. didnt get back 2 the mall in time tho. that sucked :( i looked purty toO.. i slept alot after that. i mean i probably wouldnt have made it. but to know that ur so close and then have to walk away hurt. at like 7 i called Holly. she said that me, her and her friend jenny could go hang w/ marcus, josiah, joseph, and issac at the y. i asked and was granted permission by the queen [mom] we couldnt get in. marcus went too many times.. argh we went to marcus' and watched bad boys 2 instead. it was fun.. xxx a good end to my sucky day..

xxx i changed my colors and everything.. its ALL new!.. haha change is goOd... xxxMiChElLe

Gay Ass Schooltell me why im so fuckin sick of schOol.. you dont even know.. im dreamin of my senior year and gettin my ass outta school.. at least till college anyway.. i had the weirdest afternoon.. like all of a sudden my throat and chest(sternum region) all hurt when i swallowed.. i didnt think anything of it so i toOk a nap and when i woke up from my nap i swear it was the weirdest thing.. it seriously hurt soO bad.. it was this weird hard pressure type of feeling.. i was freakin out.. i couldnt help it.. i just started bawling and freakin out.. it still hurts now but not as bad as when i first woke up.. man i hope i dont have some major problem w/ me that no one can figure out .. awww.. i hope i dont get s i c k weird. my hair lOoks perdy.. :) i lub it!.. this week im making a personal goal not to wear sweats.. ive gotten tOOoooo used to them.. hopefully ill stick it out.. ok im not tryin to goO to bed at 1:30 again.. so im OUT.. xxxMiChElLe

xxx man i havent made an entry in almost a month.. lately im just busy.. good thing.. today pretty much sucked tho.. my mom pissed me off.. it started out w/ odd awakenings @ Briane's house [i spent the night last night] OO last night was fun as hell thanx for asking.. i went home at like 10 or 11.. im not sure i wasnt into looking at the clock all day i cleaned my flippin house all day long cause i wanted to goO out.. my mom claimed i would b able to when she came back from doing her hair.. when she came back my butt was still not allowed to leave.. i apparently am "never home".. and "need to spend more time at home" which bugs the hell outta me cause all i doo is stay in my room and nap/watch tv.. party! not she made me her little arron girl.. how is that me spending time at home? why does she make me lOok forward to moving out? xxx

xxx sOO far spring breaks been gOod to me.. lets see.. FRI   spent tha night at Moby's (Monique).. watch "texas_chainsaw_massacre".. big dissapointment.. i was expecting to be soO scurd that i flippin dookie my pants.. haha.. SAT had to wake up EARLY [7:30 to be exact] cause me and Moby were goin to the job thing at Wild Waves.. man you guys dont even know how many people were there.. SOOOOOO many people .. they were only at 300something and i was 690 or so and monique was like 691 so we told some lady we couldnt stay and she said that they'll call us.. THEY BETTER CALL .. were not very patient i guess.. cause waiting was killin us.. we went to the mall instead... the SEATAC mall not the SOUTH Hill..but it was like 11 so it wasnt crackin or nothin.. [just some tweens].. haha darn tweens r everywhere.. hhaha.. oO and that stupid easter bunny is like a stalker man.. we were dippin in and out of places avoidin him.. ahah [fun times] Oo then when we were leavin we saw the spirt 101.5 station people and we wanted to see what they were up toO.. soO we pulled over and we got FREE snow cones.. now usually FREE stuff is all gOOod.. but that crap was tastless.. and it spilled on me.. AND the napkins had brown spots on em.. EWWWW i was dyed blue.. soo that was interesting.. then we went to our secret store..OOo the beautiful things in there.. we vowed to gOo back.. ahahha.. SUN sat on my patootie!.. MON sOO fun.. i  kicked it w/ jOsie!  she gave me a pic of all the councelors cause mine didnt show up.. arrgh.. oo and we went tOo the mall.. i dropped off my resumes yo!.. those losers better hire me!.. im good people!.. i got the best smoothie/shake thing at the mall.. from fox hollow i think its called.. its called "Jet tea" soOOo goOOd!!.. i lub them!! Oo and  i was supposed to kick it w/ laylow @ 230 but she didnt call .. O well..  then at 7:30 me and josie were supposed to goo toO the movies but my mom got retarded.. i swear.. that women.. TOMORROWS gonna b TIGHT!.. tgfSB!..[thank god for spring break!]xxx

xxx i have the worst headache right now.. its killing me.. so's all this mucus in my nose.. it wont go away.. its the end part of my cold.. THANKS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS... i LUBBA YOU ALL!!! im back from counceling six grade camp.. that was interesting.. my voice hurts.. tomorrow imma look all tore up.. watch.. i dont even care... i have so much homework/class work that im gonna have to make up.. its gonna kill me.. the end of the quarter is April 1st.. ahh.. just my fuckin luck... man schoOl can go to hell.. im THROUGH... xxx off to gain my last few hours of sleep b4 school :(

xxxman oOoo man i am not feeling the commenting love!.. :( :tears: today was pretty tight.. i had a half day.. those r always good.. soO i decided to catch up on all the flippin sleep ive been missing.. 4 hours BABY! i miss OC.. they take toO many damn breaks.. i miss ryan and seth.. F.U.N show.. tomorrow's 246 and im currently procrastinating on my hw.. i always dOO that.. i should really quit.. ive noticed that people change lately.. i know ive changed since last year.. and im just now realizing others changes.. at least mine was for the better.. its gay how peolpe think they should act to fit in... man i say just fuck it.. forget what people think.. xxx im not tryin to make this all long.. soO im out..

[MICHELLES BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION]xxx [FRI]  fun fun time.. i shoulda wrote about it while it was still fresh in my head but ill think about it.. and take u baCk.. ok well everyone was supposed to meet up at Red Robins @ around 5.. but i didnt even get there till like 5:10 or sOo...cause my dad decided to take his time.. soO i was freakin out at like 5 cause i hadent even left and my dad had just came home.. i drove hella crazy all the way to "Brian" and "Cedrics".. pretty funny.. but then i had to get a camera at walgreens and that toOk a minute cause that lady wanted to conversate.. OO the funniest fight was goin on in tha parkin lot.. i wanted to watch tOO bad but we were already late.. soOo when we got to red robins.. doreen and rose decided to goO to target for a camera.. NERDS!... anyways.. our waiter person was sOO freakin funny.. flippin ahole i just rememberd his name and LOST it.. fuck.. i really did... oOO well.. we made sure to tip him very friendly.. nice guy!.. OO tha otha waiter was bomb.. *wink wink* huh?! and the hostess guy.. (limp wrist) haha.. anyways after that "cedric" killed my first bday balloon.. he had no chance :RIP OL' YELLOW : soO then we went tOO Hotel Hallelujah.. soO much fun.. cept some people werent very entertain.. it was all good tho.. especially that one dude dancing.. har har.. that kid was hilarious.. haha..and "NELLY" was hella bomb.. right doreen right?!.. OO and he isnt even short.. we were standing right by him and he is not.. he's like my height.. beautiful man!. haha.. anywhoo after tha show Doreen and Rose dissapeared.. lol.. they dipped outta there sOOo fast... ahhaha. they "didnt like the crowd"  lol.. me "Brian" and "Cedric" were in the back of Ashelys truck and we seriously fell hard.. she stepped hella hard on the gas.. i ended up layed out like superman.. haha.. it was interestiong.. haha after that we were gonna gOo to coldstones 4 some ice cream but ended up decidin to gOo to hollywood video fOr some movies.. then "Cedric" killed my otha balloon :RIP OL' ORANGE:... afta that thoOo we stopped by "Moby's" and talked to her parents.. they are toO funny.. and our jerell gangsta walk.. yes yes.. "dOnt forget tOo lean".. lmao.. toOo funny               HOLLYWOOD VIDEO IS THA GAYEST VIDEO STORE!   dont ever goo there.. i wont.. shoot.. im flippin 17 now.. i should b able tOo rent freakin rated r movies.. damn. that was gay but its all on them cause they lost business.. w/e..  dont care anyways.. we rented 13 ghosts and chris rock bigger blacker.. thirteen ghosts was ok.. kinda gay tho.. but oO well still fun.. "Moby" and Jerell left at like 12:30 and Marcus didnt leave till like 2 .. we had great hand conversations.. poor lil "Brian".. if she was male she'd b soo small.. hehe.. sOO to end it all my bday celebration was fun!.. xxx [SAT]  WAS.... INTERESTING?!