f0COLAtE

Feeling: moodless
::awww.. isnt that such a cute song.. i like it.. :: xxxFoColate... well well well.. what shOuld i say abOut foColate??.. ill like tOo dedicate this section tOo thOse few and meloncholy memebers of "FOCOLATE".. lOl.. this one gOs out tOO u.. ((this would b a gOod time tOO sing a sad sad sOng but i cant think of one)) soOo ill just move On..if u knOw me then ud pRobably already knOw what bein a fOcolate is.. its a sad sad thing being focolate.. and well :( it's juSt sad... but me and my fellow members are determined tOo end this vicious cycle... fOr all those people out in internet land whOo dont know what fOColate is ill tell u.. well grls whOo are in tha fOcoLate club are VERY unluCky grls whOo dOnt have normal guys like them... NOOo.. they get.. S.T.A.L.K.E.R.S... and well stalkers are NEVER normal..lol.. the thing is.. theres NEVER anythin wrong with them ((the grls)).. they just dont have any luCk.. yeah i know u feel 4 me.. but im dealin w/ it.. u shoUld toO... haha.. shout out toO laylow.. and her sis.. i would give a shOut ouT toO my sis but sHes still yOunG.. ((she has a chance)) lol.. my fellow foC. hahhahahahahaha ok ok.. see i dont want toO b "focolate" anymore.. but i get really shy around people i dont know when im by myself.. u know?!.. if i have a friend im comfortable and im not really that shy.. meeting new people is fun/scary.. but thats the only way tOo make new friends and stuff.. ________________________________________________ xxxT H O U G H T S 1. i wish i was a lil more outgoing.. 2. i wish i had someone.. 3. bein single sux 4. FAMOUS QUOTE.. "i want a FREAKIN car!!.. i hate tha damn bus!... fukin yellow limo my as* try broke down yellow machine that leaves me every once in a while" -Me _________________________________________________ i was talking 2 my friend MATTHEW online today and he was tellin me how theres this cOol guy that he works w/ that would b perfect 4 me right?.. and.. i would shOw u tha convo but my computers a crackhead and i had to restart it.. but soO he thinks me and this guy would get along.. and wants me too go on a blind date w/ the guy.. George.. i think thats his name.. but i dunno about everyone else but thats just weird.. isnt it.. a B L I N D _ D A T E thats kind awkward.. soo i told him id think about it.. argh.. blind date.. thats REALLY weird... grr... i dunno.. i need toO think bout that some more.. sheesh.. im_Out@1241pm i hate thinkin about things soO freakin much.. i just wish my head would shut down or somethin.. sOo im not OVERTHINKING everything.. Finished_editin@119am
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its a long story. he broke up with me because he has no backbone and now wont talk to me because.. he has no backbone. lots of details. but his friends are hella cool i wish him and i were still friends