I've been up and down an emotional rollercoaster. I got into a fight with my dad because I told him I love John and those feelings will never go away. And that I felt like walking right out of this house and taking a walk right up to Milwaukee just to see him. He doesn't like to see his daughter in pain or like I am now. But I'm 20 and I love John to death, and I will love him forever. I'm driving myself crazy, and every comment I seem to get is that John is no good for me, and I can do better. But what if I don't want to? What if I want to follow my heart, which is telling me to be with John forever no matter the weather?.. I believe he can treat me right, I just think we need to work on it together.. Not by myself, but together.. I'm losing it when I start working on it by myself.. I'm really going nuts*