it just really sucks that someone you're so close to and could tell each other everything won't talk about what's hurting them. i've done more then just confided in you. but i've let you into my life more then anyone thats ever tired. and i won't you to talk to me. tell me what hurts. because i know what you're going through. and i know it sucks. it's not fair either. but lifes not fair. and i just can't stand the fact that we don't talk like we used to, and you find reasons to. im starting to think im not good enough for you. and you've come to finally realize that. our lives are in two different places. but we've never had a problem with it until now. and i don't know what's going on. i don't know what to think. theres not been one night that i haven't talked to you before falling asleep until last night. and i haven't cried myself to sleep lately. until last night. and i don't want my life to turn into what it was. i thought you'd help me with that. but now im scared to even call you. it's like you're turning agaist me and shutting me out. because of the things that are happening. and you say they don't concern me. well they do when you can't even talk to me anymore. it's just not the same right now. and it might take a while. but i really hope we can work through this. because you do mean everything to me. and i can't stand it like this. it hurts maybe more then anything right now.