TOday, was I dunno Fustrating and overwellming.Things are changing, everyewhere, some for the better some for the worse. It's hard to figure out what I want, need and really really really want. I'm confused. Everyone seems to like me as a friend, but why? Why not before, was it because I'm more outgoing now? Do I look diffrent, Did people not see me the same as they do now? Tristen was flitring hard core with the guy i like RIGHT INFRONT OF ME. I was so sad, and mad. But I cant tell her that I like him, she wouldnt understand. Also shed try to like Do it purpously to make me mad, even though shes my frined thats just how she is. Also shed tell everyone So I'm like angry at her for that. Even though I wont act out on it because its not really her fault. And he knew I wasmad about it I could tell because he tryed to make her quit. But I dunno, I just dont know anymore, later that day he was all talking to me and crap. Trying to make me not mad I guess, he even kind of semmed to walk that way just so he could walk near me. Maybe he does still find me interesting. Who knows though. My group and I sat in are usual spot during break. ( the steps with the railing that we always slide down.) its far away from the rest of the school. ITs awesome you can see everyone from a distance I love it. We where listhening to photograph, such a good song. True to life. Well other things where going on too but thats all for now. xoxo your lovely friend, Dora V